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Thanks to benefactors: Prayers, Masses, Sacrifices… and so much more

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  • Thanks go to Mr and Mrs G.E. for their care package of a Papal Flag. Right now I only have one flag pole. That will change. I have plenty of things of which to make a flag pole. Not sure of the etiquette here, which one goes on which side depending on so many things… The Papal Flag has special import concerning the Tiber River for the donors. Way cool! They also send in lots of goodies, almonds, nuts, chocolate and more. Very thoughtful!

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And… and… something for Laudie! (She really loved this. She had it chewed down to almost nothing in about twenty minutes. Perhaps that’s a new world record.)

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  • Thanks go to B and S. D. for the care package sent to the hermitage. Lots of soups and UHT organic whole milk and chocolate and so much more. :

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And… and… a Poor Clares T-Shirt! (always but always on the wish list). Let’s take a look at that T-Shirt:

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Buying these T-Shirts (there are different sayings) help build the Poor Clares Monastery here in the Diocese of Charlotte on a property where the new very Catholic seminary of the South will also be situated! I always have these on my Amazon wishlist for that reason.

  • Thanks to C.W., who has Holy Mass offered for yours truly about once a month, and prays for me so much! Yikes!
  • Thanks to Mother L., O.S.B., who also often has Holy Mass offered for yours truly, and prayers so very much for me! Double Yikes!
  • Thanks to Mother E., O.C.D., who has offered her sufferings and prayer for life for yours truly. A seven-fold Yikes!
  • Thanks go to C. and C. H., who had a Mass offered for yours truly by the Fathers of Mercy. How cool is that?! Thank you so much! They also sent in an Amazon gift card. Very thoughtful.
  • Thanks to K. and S. McC. for sending a gift for use for Laudie and also a gift for yours truly. They’ve also included me in a novena of Masses. Very, very kind.
  • Thanks to all of you who so often pray for me and have Masses offered for me…
  • Thanks to T.P.F. & R.L.F. for their regular gift to the hermitage!
  • Thanks to F.K. for her gift meant for candles for HSH chapel. Very kind.
  • Thanks to G.P.F. for his gift of the Biblia Hebraica Stuttgartensia (the entire Hebrew Bible), which, you’ll notice, opens rather differently than Greek or Latin or other Western language bibles. This will most useful for the popular commentary on Genesis 2,4–3,24. Thanks G!

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  • Thanks to A.L., who kindly sent in a couple of chainsaw bars, the exact model for the kind of chainsaw I have. Very kind. I must admit that I have a knack for turning such things into pretzels, rendering them useless pretty quickly, hanging upside-down by one knee curled over a branch while cutting down a tree with the saw in but one hand, reaching over an expanse of void that would make anyone queezy, even while that tree is threatening to crash where I wouldn’t want it to fall, even while…. well… you get the idea! Thanks, A.L.!

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  • Thanks go to C.D., who sent in some Mass intentions for most of the month of February, as you can see on the Mass Page.
  • Thanks go to H.R.B., who sent in the new Hünermann edition of Denzinger’s Enchiridion symbolorum. Very, very, very cool. This will get some heavy use, also for the popular edition of the opus on Genesis 3,15.k Yikes! Included was a large box of oatmeal. Just the thing to prepare on the wood stove on a cold Winter’s morning!

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  • Thanks to Anonymous[!], for Pulitzer Prize winning columnist Dorothy Rabinowitz’ magnum opus No Crueler Tyrannies – Accusation, False Witness and Other Terrors of Our Times. You might know that she wrote a two-part series on Father Gordon MacRae (about). Those articles are here and here. I am very grateful for this, as there is a great deal going on with Father Gordon’s case right now. Prayers for that, please: Saint Michael the Archangel…

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  • Thanks to Anonymous, who for all the time I’ve been a hermit, has been paying the bill with the Poor Clares for the altar breads used at Holy Mass here at Holy Souls Hermitage. Thank you very much for that!

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I have often complained that I am afraid of going before the judgment of our Lord, when it is certain (is it not?) that He will ask me what I did with all the graces which came my way, what with so many offering prayers and Masses for me. I have complained that I will then be at a total loss, hanging my head in shame, not having been able to respond in the smallest positive way for all that has been done for me. Mother L., however — and I think I’ve mentioned this before — reprimanded me more than once for my attitude about this, saying that I should reflect on where, instead, I would have been had ye all not been praying and sacrificing and having had Masses for me. Yikes! O.K. O.K. Thank you! I owe ye all my eternal life.

May the Lord, the King of kings and Lord of lords, Prince of the Most Profound Peace, continue to bless you all abundantly according to the perfect intercession of the Immaculate Conception.

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Thanks to Benefactors!

  • Thanks go to D.W., who added my name to a novena of Masses offered by the FSSP from 17 to 25 December. Thank you for that. Very kind. D.W. also added a gift to the hermitage, against all my protestations. Thank you!
  • Thanks go to L.T. and family, who sent in a box of sanctuary candles from the wishlist, one of which is already burning next to tabernacle. My silly efforts at candles just didn’t work, and I think my guardian angel is saying, “See! That’s how you do it!” O.K.! O.K.! Thanks, L.T.!
  • Thanks go to  C.T., who sent in the Daily Roman Missal from the wishlist. This is most useful, especially for those visiting priests who don’t know the Extraordinary Form (yet!). This Missal provides the readings in English for both Sundays and Weekdays. Very handy. Thank you very, very much.

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The Last Beatitude — An inspiring novel about a falsely accused priest

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I think I have an overactive imagination. It’s all too much. The answer: Go to sleep, of course. I took a wee nap after some ferocious chainsawing on Holy Souls Mountain. There was an old, woodpecker gouged red oak that was begging to be felled before crashing down on an unsuspecting chicken, dog, or hermit. As if there are not enough books in the world, or at the hermitage, it was during that nap that the plot of a novel came to me, actually, just the dramatic ending. Just before getting those forty winks, coming up with a plot for a novel was the difficulty I put before myself, knowing that “sleeping on it” is the best way for me to think. Being unconscious is my safest mode of thought!

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This is nothing new to me. When I was in high-school, I would try to figure out the most impossible mathematical problems, like trisecting an angle by way of arbitrarily measured, yet regular geometric divisions of the hypotenuse, figuring all this out, mind you, by going to sleep, proposing the impossibilities to my mind just before nodding off. I laughed out loud some years later when I saw Raphael’s School of Athens, in which Euclid seems to have the same geometric figures on his slate that I had drawn on my own tablet after a mathematical dream or two. Hah! thought I.

When I was in the seminary, I would propose the most impossible theological conundrums to myself just before going to sleep, on purpose, knowing that around five in the morning the answer would come blazing through the fog of sleep like the very Son of God shining through our mind-games with crucified love. And it worked, like clockwork. Humble thanksgiving was very cool, thought I.

The novel I have in mind — something, mind you, that is utterly uplifting, as much as The Last Beatitude described in the series on the beatitudes in the sidebar of http://holysoulshermitage.com — was pressing on me ever since I heard that a Cardinal member of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith recommended that no priest suspected of having done the unthinkable should be allowed to sacramentally confess, ever, regardless of his innocence or guilt. As awful as that is, the ending to the novel, and, indeed, the ending of such a scenario for a falsely accused priest, can be, and is, for the novel anyway, that which can lift one’s heart and soul right into heaven to the praise and glory of God, with all the angels and saints singing and rejoicing. I won’t tell you the ending. You’ll have to read the novel. I’ll have to write it first.

But that’s a distraction. I have to write on Genesis! But no! Can’t do that either! Instead, I have to come up with a killer conference to be given at the end of the first full week of February 2013 up near the Catholic University of America. Past students of the Josephinum, you have to know, are being troublemakers! The consolation is that such an exercise will help me to focus on the Genesis project, as that is, in fact, the topic of the conference. Yikes!

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Thanks to benefactors! (Some intentions, some books, a care package, a certain Laudie)

  • Pentecost TLM Lourdes 2009

    Thanks go to B.F., who requested a novena Masses for three priests, all very much alive. The entry on the Mass Page looks like this: Friday, 15 March through Saturday, 23 March, 2013, a novena of Masses will be offered for Father M.V., Father C.B., and Father T.H., all very much alive, at the request of B.F. If you would like to have Masses offered for priests or bishops, drop me a line at holysoulshermitage using gmail dot com. Just priests and bishops, please, though there are some few exceptions!

  • Thanks go to Mother L., over in the Eternal City, who sent in this volume on one of the Church’s most outrageously great missionary priests to Africa. Hmmm. Africa. I think that there’s a prophesy in there somewhere! Anyway, yes… If I Lived A Thousand Lives – St Daniel Comboni’s Journey to Holiness by Vittorio Moretto. I’ll have to see if I can’t read this later tonight.  Mother L. also sent in a great recipe for Minestrone soup. Great! I have a terrible, terrible mental block for cooking. Not good, or perhaps good, for a hermit. I’ll have to see if I can make this, however. Thanks, Mother!
  • Thanks go to anonymous by way of Wholesalers Remainders Com LLC for sending in a volume of TAN Books and Publishers, a.k.a., Saint Benedict’s Press. I’ve always loved TAN books. What I received was Thoughts of the Curé d’Ars. That will go in the chapel of the hermitage. Very thoughtful. Thank you. Just to say. You got the address wrong. It’s 102, NOT 100, which is about 1/2 mile away!
  • Thanks go to A.L., who sent in a care package: two buckets of clarified butter (with instructions for this amazing inventions appropriate for hermits with no refrigeration except the great outdoors in the wintertime!) along with a just-add-water package of beef stroganoff. Yum!!! This changes everything, of course, in regard to cooking. I’ll have to do something about my mental block with cooking. Father Z and I are polar opposites in this regard. I hope A.L. doesn’t mind, but I’d like to relate the words of encouragement that accompanied the care package:

Whenever possible, I read your Holy Souls Hermitage website. Your words inspire, inform, guide, direct, teach. Since my first reading of it, your Emergency Chaplet of the Immaculate Conception has been of great comfort and relief, primarily because it has brought me to acceptance in understanding situations beyond my, but not God’s control.

Are you still without refrigeration? [Yes, and it will stay that way. Also, no TV, no plumbing... at all... one of those hermit things!] It’s my hope this small care package will help. Just recently I learned of this clarified butter product that may fill a need. So, without consulting you in advance and despite any protestations or possible rejections you may wish to assert regarding this donation, I’m mailing these samples to you. The dinner is for a time when frightful hunger, depletion of energy, of scarcity[ of time are visited upon you. Both items have long shelf lives.

With many thanks and prayers for all you accomplish through your life of prayer, hard work, study, and sacrifice in God's name. [Believe me: I fall way, way, way short of all that I should do. Lord, have mercy! Should I make it to heaven, I think everyone in heaven will laugh with joy, exclaiming with astonished faces, "You!?!? We were praying for you, but hardly expected to see you here. Praise the Lord for His goodness and kindness even for you!" -- Hah! That's my hope!]

P.S. Please give Laudie an extra petting for me. It’s a joy she came your way and you could take her in. Such a lovely companion! [O.K. I did that. Well, I scratched her between her shoulder blades. That makes her roll over instantly. At which point, I toss her lightly into the air. She hits the ground running a billion miles an hour, in every which direction, almost crashing into trees, or using them as launching pads, bouncing from one to the next, only to race by me just as fast, again and again. I'm surprised she doesn't knock some of the trees down. Then she comes back for more. Hah! What a distraction. But, if you look at her picture, it's as if she has no personality at all... or am I wrong on that? Hah!]

If I remember, on 1 December, I’ll put up a donation thermometer set to $0.00 for the start of the month with a projected goal of… of… you guessed it! — $0.00. Hah! That way, you’ll know how much you’ve forced on me totally against my will and despite all my tantrum like protestations, as explained on the Benefactor’s Page.

י ב ר כ ך   י ה ו ה   ב ה ת א ם   ל ת פ י ל ת   מ ר י ם   ה ק ד ו ש ה
May the Lord continue to bless you
according to the intercession of Mary Most Holy

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NO MORE HOLY SOULS HERMITAGE BOOK EXILE!!!

That’s two deep, at about 60 pounds a box, and a couple of dozen boxes. Do the math! Yikes! More strapped to the front — the trick about distributing the wieght of the load to make it up the mountaint that I learned with the huge red oak hauled up the mountain:

Books and research and all great things. They were rotting away, so I moved them off site, until now, as things are progressing well with the interior environment of the hermitage. Oh happy day!

To get these involved a trip of some hundreds of miles to the archive room of a distant church of a good priest friend. That was yesterday. I lived to tell the tale. Even with making the trip up the mountain in the middle of the night. Yikes! But they are all inside now. Now out of the boxes, but inside, so… great!

In this case, the wood of the books is like the wood of the cross. This makes up much of the “project” if you will, of the hermitage. So, this is significant.

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Thanks to Benefactors!

  • Thanks go to T.P.F. & R.L.F. for their unrelentingly forcing of gifts on Holy Souls Hermitage, against all my protestations.
  • Thanks for to Father D.C., for his generous gift of the great film “For Greater Glory”. Much more on that between now and the elections, please God.
  • Thanks go to… Anonymous!, who provided HSH with the following title:

Although I taught the Extraordinary Form Liturgy (all the sacraments and Holy Mass) at the Pontifical College Josephinum, there is always so very much more to learn. Yikes!

May the Lord continue to bless you all according to the perfect intercession of the Immaculate Conception.

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More from Father Byers’ Jackass Trilogy: some snippets on the deadly politics of interreligious dialogue (Nostra aetate and Islam)

I’m happy that the Holy Father has returned to Rome safely. This trip was incredibly dangerous. I’m very surprised that he wasn’t martyred.

A “spooky friend” was telling me of the internal intelligence reports about Iran (meaning Syria, meaning Lebanon), that those those reports about nefarious terrorist activities being planned had increased to unprecedented levels, that is, exponentially so, that is, alarmingly so, but that, very, very suprisingly, these reports were not being acted upon. This was then coupled with reports that His Holiness would not be guaranteed safety, nor would anyone else (that is, ambassadors, etc.).

And then… and then… when the USA was attacked by terrorists in the person of the American Ambassador, Obama, surprise, surprise, was quick to apologize for the USA being the USA, throwing all diplomats and all citizens under the bus, having it that if anyone, anywhere, at any time insults Islam, all Muslims are innocent of the violence they wreck on anyone, anywhere, at any time.

Obama blamed an obscure youtube filmette that no one, including 99.99999999999999999% of Muslims ever heard about, even now, and in this way gave Islam the right to kill Americans. Instead, no Muslim could care less about a stupid youtube filmette. What happened with the violence was all planned before. Choosing a symbolic stupidity is mere afterthought of convenience. Obama still thinks he can blame the film, but, you know, our people on the ground at the embassy say that there was absolutely no disturbance of any kind at the embassy before the killings took place. And how could there be? That would jack up the security measures to no end, right? Obama is not saying it as it was. We now have a president who is out of control, praising Islam for violence against the USA. How Congress tolerates him is beyond me. He’s not only un-American, but anti-America.

More than this — and it gets worse — intelligence reports had it that all Catholic Churches in the USA are under severe threat from terrorist attacks. Get that? That, I think, it gratuitous, and gives knuckleheads ideas, permission, if you will, from the president. Perhaps I’m exaggerating, but I think that there is a connection with this Catholic Churches in the USA thing and the Pope going to Lebanon. Hey! Let’s blame the Catholics for al-Qaeda attacks! Obama already has another war going on with the Catholic Church in the USA over religious freedom. The HHS Secretary went so far as to say that the Catholic Church in the USA wants to shut down the American government in that it doesn’t want to support Planned Parenthood (thus equating Planned Parenthood and the government). Honestly, this has all gone too far.

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I am reminded of a passage in the Jackass Trilogy, a little piece on Nostra aetate, that little document in Vatican II about interreligious dialogue, which is so very misunderstood because of poor translations. Pope Benedict has been complaining about those translations for decades. I take on the most important sentence herein.

We are about three quarters of the way through this novel, this ecclesiastical thriller. We are now in the midst of the trial of our hero, young Father Alexamenos, who is being interrogated concerning the uproar he unintentionally made when speaking privately of the violence of sura 37:100-113, of the Qur’an. The trial is taking place in the Paul VI Audience Hall next to the Holy Office in Vatican City. The trial could not but be televised live.

Archbishop Ahan changed his questions, asking, “Have you never read where it is written, ‘Ecclesia cum aestimatione quoque muslimos respicit qui unicum Deum adorant, viventem et subsistentem, misericordem et omnipotentem, creatorem caeli et terrae, homines allocutum’?”

Father Alexámenos replied, “If it is said in the simple declaration, Nostra ætate, of the Second Vatican Council, that ‘the Church also looks with respect to Muslims who adore the One God, living and subsistent, merciful and omnipotent, the Creator of the heavens and the earth, who has spoken to man,’ this is not to say that Qur’anic Islam represents what each Muslim actually holds. The declaration speaks not of the doctrine of Islam, but of the assent of individual Muslims to what those particular individuals hold, if they hold that God is One, living and subsistent, merciful and omnipotent, the Creator of the heavens and the earth, who has spoken to man.’ The Council Fathers were making a distinction between the true God and a make pretend god, Allah.”

“What! How can you see that in that sentence?” demanded the Archbishop, worried that he had read the declaration in Latin. “Translations are good enough! Who do you think you are?”

“Although these same Muslims mistakenly, though sincerely, call the true God ‘Allah’,” continued Father Alexámenos, “these particular Muslims esteemed by the Council Fathers do not accept all of what is written in the Qur’an. The Council Fathers speak of ‘merciful’ as an attribute of the true God, but this being ‘merciful’ contradicts much of what is written in the Qur’an, especially in regard to child-sacrifice. Besides, it is not the Qur’an to which the declaration refers when it says that Muslims believe that God has spoken to man, for the Qur’an itself constantly refers to the Judaeo-Christian Scriptures, holding Jesus, Son of the Virgin Mary, to be…”

“But you must be mentally incompetent! That is not what the sentence in Nostra ætate says,” asserted the Archbishop. “You are reading your own, narrowminded meanness into that sentence.”

“Ah yes, that sentence… I always suspected that that was the problem. That sentence we are talking about actually continues with no full-stop, no semi-colon, no colon, no dashes or ellipses. False translations cited by the 38 attackers of the Pope add those things. I’ve been commenting on the whole sentence, not just the first half you recited. Did you not know, your Grace, that half-truths are more dangerous than blatant lies, more misleading, more hurtful of dialogue and unity, suppressing both Truth and Charity? Do you really love our Muslim brothers, your Grace?”

“Damn you!” exclaimed the Archbishop. “Can’t you understand that differences in belief are not to be done away with so that we have unity in one big super-religion. We make valid contributions by working for the good of a super-society. We respect not only religious minded people, but also their religions. We don’t want one religion! This is how we avoid relativism and syncretism. It is we who have a clear voice. This is the patrimony of our Cardinal, may he rest in peace. But you! You destroy all that we’ve worked for, what we’ve spent our lives promoting!”

“And what is that, your Grace, yourself instead of Christ Jesus?”

“Damn you!” he repeated, sputtering.

“I’m sure that’s the reason why you would Continue reading

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More from Father Byers’ Jackass Trilogy: Some snippets in honor of Saint Robert Bellarmine

[[N.B. In these paragraphs, you'll meet Carpe Diem, that is, Polycarp, a severly autistic nephew of Cardinal Fidele. We enter a scene in which Father Alexamenos' friend, don Hash, is getting himself into deep trouble with some Cardinals of the Roman Curia. He's realizing that he needs to save the life of Father Alexamenos. These paragraphs should spike the interest of some of the more academic biblical scholars among the readership. Yikes!]]

Carpe Diem walked into the room, his clothes inside out and back to front, shoes untied, and wearing a helmet. He rarely banged his head against walls until he was too dazed to continue, but wearing a helmet was part of him. He offered the last of a box of chocolate to any takers, though he gave the chocolate to don Hash, who had taken the time to answer his questions. Don Hash was horrified to see that the nails of Carpe Diem’s fingers had been chewed down to their roots.

“The rules are… I can’t believe I’m saying this…” said don Hash, hesitating, thinking of Saint Lawrence while thanking Carpe Diem, who then left, flapping his hands as he so often did. “Saint Robert Bellarmine’s rules might have seemed to him to establish in a textual critical manner the words of Scripture in the way dogmatically insisted upon by the Council of Trent, but which, at the same time, surely seemed to him also to have the benefit of appeasing the so-called Reformers. But Trent was not followed and the Protestants couldn’t have cared less about anything Bellarmine did. His double-edged damage control, if accepted by the Church, would have to become a habit, a virtue, a ‘policy’… almost making of itself revealed Truth, manipulating Sacred Scripture as it did. Such a policy fears the authority of the Holy Father, effectively claiming that the only sources of infallibility are the temporary hypotheses of scientific methodology. For him, only science, artificially cut off from the Faith, could be the basis for the Magisterial discernment of what Sacred Scripture is in its extension, its books, sentences, phrases, words and letters. Bellarmine could not think of any other aid to judge whether one ancient manuscript was correct and another not. He ignored the fact that if a Scripture passage was consistently used in the Liturgy, though in Latin, that is how the Church could find the words of the original language manuscripts. Yet, this was the very discernment desired by the Fathers of Trent. If Bellarmine’s double-edged damage control succeeded, there would have been a new inquisition in which burning truth – as that which is not expedient to ecumenical unity – would be rewarded.”

“What on earth are you talking about?” demanded Cardinal Froben.

“Wake up and smell the smoke!” exclaimed Cardinal Fidèle. “Satan’s smouldering fires come to us even in the bella figura of angels of light. In controversy with Galileo, Bellarmine opened the windows to let in what he thought was the fresh air of Scripture choking science. He would have come close to suffocating the Church and the world – not because Scripture cannot help to purify the desire to breathe in scientific knowledge – but because his politically correct, overly-literal approach to Scripture attacked faith and science.”

“The bitter irony is overwhelming,” said Cardinal Elzevir.

“Dear Lord…” said don Hash into the dead silence of the room, staring into the last flames of the fire. He was certain that Bellarmine could not have been more mistaken. He asked Christ out loud: “Would I so easily be the one to light the fire, burning your saints at the stake?”

It was Cardinal Fidèle who answered: “I do not know the answer to that, yet, but, in this case, you have seen through the devil’s own work. The Holy See is necessarily the devil’s playpen.”

[...]

Don Hash was full of questions, but Cardinal Fidèle slipped the paper from don Hash’s hands, saying, “Explain what Bellarmine wanted to do, Hash.”

Don Hash didn’t know if he was being manipulated into criticizing a saint to the point of burning the truth. He silently asked the Lord for help, and then said aloud, “It seems that Bellarmine treated the Vulgate not as a textual critical measure to be used for the discovery of the original words in the original language manuscripts – as much as this is possible – as Trent had envisioned it, but merely as something ‘precious’, which could be disregarded for little reason.”

“Go on,” said Cardinal Fidèle.

“The Council Fathers of Trent knew that they didn’t have a textually critically established Bible, not for the Latin manuscripts for the Vulgate, nor the original language manuscripts in Greek, Hebrew and Aramaic,” continued don Hash, who then repeated: “They knew that God would not abandon His Church, and judged that if one could establish the consistency of the usage of the Latin Vulgate in, for instance, the Liturgy, then one could use that more accessible source as a measure for the original language manuscripts, coming up with an exemplar of the inspired Scriptures: lex orandi lex credendi, the law of praying is the law of believing. The Scriptures were written in a lived Tradition of Faith taking its life in the liturgy.

Cardinal Francisco began to understand that, now for so many years, the abomination was where it should not be. He had thrown the pearls to the swine, who also went by the name Catholic, who were trampling upon the pearls, and turning on the members of the Body of Christ.

Don Hash continued: “Bellarmine was distracted, I suppose, by pastoral problems and administration, becoming embroiled in problems that were extraneous to his expertise. He didn’t have the time to understand the importance of methodology, thinking that it was all a matter of how many manuscripts – though with respect given to those of antiquity – instead of it being a matter of the Vulgate also being of service in the discovery of the textual critical extension of the words of the original language manuscripts. Bellarmine’s was a pseudo-science, for so many of the decisions about which words belonged in Scripture are, in the end, otherwise arbitrary along the lines of Cardinal Froben’s Prinzip der Prinzipienlosigkeit…”

“I’ve got a saint with me,” said Cardinal Froben. “Where did you say Bellarmine’s tomb is?”

Carpe Diem walked into the room and started pacing from one corner to the other, listening intently, though not understanding anything he heard. He wanted to repeat something.

Don Hash asked, “Why entrust Revelation to decisions based on, as you said, what is merely ‘traditional’, pastoral, liturgical, apologetic, sociological, organizational, cultural, political, geographical, psychological, intellectual, attitudinal or even economic? Even the Nestle-Aland Greek edition of the New Testament was produced like this. It’s pseudo-science.”

“So, what is to be done with Bellarmine’s work… in practical terms?” asked Cardinal Fidèle.

“When Monsignor Sens arrives, Bellarmine’s work is to be burned,” said don Hash with intensity. “It is better to burn than to be burned. Why should it destroy people’s Faith?”

“I see you are eager to set fire to a saint. Is Bellarmine not like Saint Lawrence, your patron saint, who was burned to death?” asked Cardinal Fidèle, objecting with false pretense.

“Not in the least,” said don Hash. “I’m certain that Bellarmine was wrong, however great a saint he was. He simply didn’t know what he was doing. It is not Bellarmine himself that I would burn, please God, just his work. I repeat that what he did would do great harm to the Church.”

“So, you wouldn’t burn him?” asked Cardinal Fidèle.

“No, please God,” repeated don Hash.

“What if the Pope commanded you to burn him or be burned yourself?” persisted the Prelate. The other Cardinals thought this was quite humourous, since it all seemed hypothetical. Don Hash did not answer. To don Hash, he said, “The fire is almost out,” handing the paper to him. “Before burning anything substantial, like someone from America, try burning the paper in your hands.”

[...]

Just then, the doorbell rang and Cardinal Fidèle motioned with his eyes for don Hash to open the door of his apartment. Monsignor Sens, who walked in as if he were under a cloud of suspicion, was ushered into the study. Carpe Diem stopped his pacing so that he could stare intently at the new arrival. Cardinal Fidèle said, expectantly, “You’ve gained quite a bit of weight, Sens.”

Monsignor Sens stopped dead at the entrance to the study. His boss, Cardinal Elzevir, was clearly upset at his presence. “Get over it, Elzevir,” said Cardinal Fidèle. “Invite him in.”

“Sens,” said Cardinal Elzevir with severity. “It seems you have divided loyalties.”

“Oh! Isn’t it wonderful Georg! Maria has returned from the Abbey!” exclaimed Carpe Diem on behalf of Cardinals Elzevir and Fidèle, quoting the envious Baroness in The Sound of Music. Carpe Diem’s interruptions were triggered by his brain’s emotional associations.

Monsignor Sens involuntarily stepped back. “Elzevir!” exclaimed Cardinal Fidèle.

After a moment, the Cardinal Secretary of State calmly said, “Very well… Come forward.”

“Maria has returned!” repeated Carpe Diem, now twirling a piece of string above his eyes.

“Give Sens the paper, Hash,” instructed Cardinal Fidèle.

Monsignor Sens walked to don Hash and took it from him. Before he looked at it, Cardinal Fidèle said, “Throw it on the embers, Sens.” He did, and, after some seconds, it burst into flame.

Monsignor Sens removed his winter coat and gave it to don Hash, who immediately dropped it on the floor. The top of Monsignor Sens’ cassock was not buttoned, revealing the cause of his sudden weight gain, a large tome of obvious antiquity. He held it out to his superior, the Cardinal Secretary of State, who took it from him with some force. “Stand back, Sens, and clear these things off the coffee-table.” Cardinal Elzevir then opened the volume. The other Cardinals leaned over while Cardinal Elzevir read the ornate title page dedicated to Popes Damasus, Paul III, Sixtus V, Clement VIII and Paul V. He turned the folios one by one. Following the title page was a list of the same directions which Cardinal Fidèle had just asked Monsignor Sens to burn. The following pages listed the Greek and Latin manuscripts used for his new redaction, only some of which had been consulted through the Vatican’s Apostolic Library. The rest of the volume contained Bellarmine’s own pseudo-revised version of the Latin Vulgate along with the pseudo-revised Greek text on facing pages. Each chapter concluded with textual critical notes as damage control appeasing those worried about the Latin text.

“It could have been the jewel of the Counter-Reformation,” said don Hash.

“Now, Hash,” said Cardinal Fidèle, “turn to John, chapter eight. What do you find there?”

Don Hash had been on the edge of his chair, straining to see the volume on the low table. He immediately traversed the few paces and went down on his knees. He turned the volume around. It was almost three quarters of a metre wide when opened. He turned to the first pages, and then to the Gospel of John. “It’s what I don’t find there,” replied don Hash. “There’s no mulier adultera. Even Bellarmine had the adulterous woman stoned to death, right out of the text, completely against everything Trent dogmatically indicated. Bellamine should have burned at the stake…”

“My, my… aren’t you easy to agitate?” taunted Cardinal Fidèle. “Would you burn a canonized saint just so easily? I wonder what you would do with someone who wasn’t canonized, at least because he wasn’t dead… yet. Now, Hash, Continue reading

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Book benefactors! Thank you.

[[In the picture above, we see some attack-mould doing it's deadly work on one of my favorite reference volumes. This was a pre-hermitage, living in the loft of the neighbor's barn while building the hermitage experience. Now that I'm starting to enclose the hermitage, I think the books will be faring much better altogether. Me too!]]

  • Thanks go to J.E., who sent in Father Mark Gruber’s: Journey Back to Eden. My Life and Times Among the Desert Fathers. I’ve started that already, and it looks to be a page turner. Having been to Egypt myself (though not so extensively or for so long!), I can identify with much of what I’ve read so far. I’m especially interested in how he will fare in Upper Egypt. Orbis Books publishes this. The Maryknollers! Yikes! I was resident in their house in Rome by the American Embassy for quite a while. I also lived with them in Lourdes, for they would come for months at a time to be auxilliary chaplains. Their history with Lourdes goes way back to the beginning. Don’t forget, we are praying to their founder, Father Price, for a miracle to heal the brain cancer of seminarian Philip Gerard Johnson, over at In Caritate Non Ficta. Philip is doing well, by the way, and that’s very cool altogether. Visit the first link to be inspired altogether, and then the second to see what Philip is up to these days.
  • J.E. also graciously sent in Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger’s: The Spirit of the Liturgy. Thanks for that. Ignatius is, of course, publishing that volume. I started to read this when I was living in Montefiascone just before beginning the doctorate in Rome. This was reading on the bus. Don’t think I ever finished, which I’ve always regretted. I have no idea where that copy is now. There must have been some collaboration with some guardian angels to inspire J.E. to add this to his care package. So, thanks to the angels as well!
  • Thanks go to J.T.H., who sent in Gerard J. Keane’s Creation Rediscovered. Evolution and The Importance of The Origins Debate. I’m guessing that he saw my rather rambunctuous defense of Father Gordon MacRae’s (about) ever brilliant post over on These Stone Walls The Higgs Boson “God Particle”: Of All Things Visible and Invisible, if not also the page on this blog about my equally stridently orthodox thesis on Genesis 2,4–3,24. It’s published by TAN Books. I like TAN very much. They are now Saint Benedict Press here in North Carolina. The Judicial Vicar has a great appreciation for them as well. Here’s a link to what they do. I very much look forward to delving into this volume. Very thoughtful, J.T.H.

May the Lord continue to bless you and all benefactors of Holy Souls Hermitage according, as always, to the perfect intercession of the Immaculate Conception.

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Screwtape Hermitage (with plenty of Wormwood)

Another HSH series has been suggested to me by a reader, saying that surely the results could be published as a book at a later stage. Since I can’t ask for donations nor go into business (collecting royalties, or whatever) under the present oppression of religion by the Obama administration, I would have to avoid publishing altogether. But why publish when I have a blog?

The suggestion involved an idea somewhat analogous to Lewis’ Screwtape Letters. I read the letters decades ago. I’m doing it again. I’m up to letter VI.

Anyone have any comments about that style of writing? Lewis didn’t like it himself. He didn’t much like anything he wrote. I have the idea that many of his readers enjoyed that particular style immensely. It has possibilities.

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Father James Valladares’ book on Father Gordon MacRae: A must read

Father James Valladares has just published a guest post over on TheseStoneWalls entitled May Truth and Justice Prevail! It’s a great read. Father is a great writer. You’ll be more impressed than ever with the book he’s just published that has constant reference to our great friend, Father Gordon MacRae (About). I first mentioned that book here some weeks ago as I think I got the very first copy hot off the presses. Father MacRae had given me a head’s up! I’ll have to busy myself to write a review on the Amazon page for the book:

ISBN 978-1-46207-241-5 328 pages Size 6 x 9 Soft Cover US$22.95 (US Amazon: $17.21) ; Hard Cover US$32.95 (US Amazon: $25.04)

Further details are available on http://jamesvalladares.com/

Father James repeats this exclamation throughout his article on TheseStoneWalls:

“If you are neutral in situations of injustice, you have chosen the side of the oppressor.”

And he’s right.

But let’s take that one step further:

If you merely say that you are sad and upset about hypothetically possible miscarriages of justice, remaining aloof from commenting on concrete cases that cry to heaven for vengeance, know, then, that you also have chosen the side of the oppressor.

An example: Ryan MacDonald sent me some emails yesterday. In one of them he was complaining that he had sent the following to very many Catholic journals/web-sites, but he was not graced even with a rejection, just… nothing:

As a Catholic writer, I am very concerned about the case of a priest whom I believe – to a moral certainty – has been wrongly imprisoned on false charges of sexual abuse for 18 years.  I have researched this case extensively, as has Dorothy Rabinowitz, a Pulitzer-Prize winning journalist for The Wall Street Journal.  We both drew the same conclusion:  This case was a fraud.  Now, a veteran Special Agent for the FBI has completed a three year investigation after which he concluded:  “I find no evidence that Fr. Gordon MacRae has committed the crimes for which he is incarcerated, or any other crimes.”

Most recently, a new appeal has been filed in this case, but for the most part both the secular and Catholic news media have been silent about it.  This concerns me very greatly.  Here are four links to new information in the case of Fr. MacRae that I want to bring to your attention.

These Stone Walls – about page

“Special Report:  New Appeal Filed in Case of Fr. Gordon MacRae” by Ryan A. MacDonald 

“Exclusive Report:  Alarming New Evidence May Exonerate Imprisoned Priest” by David F. Pierre, Jr.

“Why Do SNAP and VOTF Fear the Case of Fr. Gordon MacRae?” by Ryan A. MacDonald

I would add another rather important link to that list, a post I put up the other day demonstrating the reason why innocent priests will have a hard time getting their ministry back again:

“The Judas Crisis” — Priests falsely accused and wrongly thrown out of the priesthood? Why? Follow the thirty pieces of silver — A HSH Special

Mark my words: Injustice to one will bring injustice to another. That’s guaranteed. If you want sexual misconduct covered up, just continue injustice to innocent priests. How’s that? The same attitude by which there is a coverup is the same attitude by which innocent priests are persecuted.

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2:00 PM TODAY FRIDAY 11 MAY — DAWN EDEN ON FOX NEWS — SPIRITED DEBATE

From Dawn:

Dear Friends,

     Just a quick note to let you know that, if you’re near a computer at 2 p.m. Eastern Time today, you can watch me discuss My Peace I Give You: Healing Sexual Wounds with the Help of the Saints on the FoxNews.com Fox News Live show “Spirited Debate.” My interview with the network’s religion correspondent Lauren Green may be seen at that time on live-streaming video at the following URL: http://live.foxnews.com/

      Prayers greatly appreciated, both for the interview and for my last final exam for the semester, which I have to complete immediately following. (It’s for my Epistemology class, so prayers are very much needed.)

      Also, in case you missed it, check out my interview with LifeSiteNews, including video, copied below. The video was taken when I did a signing last month at the Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception.

       I want to spend the entire summer touring and speaking about My Peace, so do let me know if you know of anyone in your area who would like to host me. (Click here to see my tour schedule so far, including dates coming up in Michigan, Wisconsin, Connecticut, and Pennsylvania.) Many thanks!

                               Grace and peace,

                               Dawn

And this from LIFESITENEWS

‘Healing Sexual Wounds’: Dawn Eden interview about new book

by Peter Baklinski

Sat May 05 2:44 PM EST

WASHINGTON, D.C., May 4, 2012 (LifeSiteNews.com) -­ World renowned chastity speaker and pro-life convert Dawn Eden has just released a new book about how to find healing for sexual wounds with the help of Catholic saints. LifeSiteNews caught Dawn at the Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception in Washington, D.C. on the weekend as she promoted My Peace I Give You: Healing Sexual Wounds with the Help of the Saints (Ave Maria Press, 2012). [Everyone who was ever abused should have a copy of this book put in their hands. Do you know someone? Get this book for them. Fantastic. Healing. Totally wonderful.]

See LifeSiteNews video interview

“It’s a message for people like myself who suffered childhood trauma, particularly those who, like myself, suffered sexual abuse in childhood,” said Dawn to LifeSiteNews.

“I want to show them that the evils that were committed against them were not their fault, that God never positively wills evil — God only permits it because through it he can bring a greater good. And the greater good that God brings through the evils that were committed against us is that through our wounds God enables us to draw closer to the wounded Christ.”

Dawn Eden, former rock-musician journalist and former editor at the New York Daily News, became famous for her outspoken defenses of chastity and purity after a dramatic conversion to Catholicism catapulted her from a life of rebellion and “having sex with whomever I pleased”.

As part of her own path to healing, Dawn had examined the lives of some of the saints who themselves were sexually abused or who suffered self-inflicted sexual wounds in an effort to pin down what aided them most along the difficult road to healing and holiness. What she discovered helped her in her own healing process to such an extent, that she decided it was good enough to share with others. That’s when the idea for a book entered her head.

“The healing that they’ve received, and that I’ve experienced through the Church, [is what] I seek to share in this book,” she said.

Readers may be surprised to discover the sexual trauma experienced by high caliber saints such as Thomas Aquinas.

Dawn related to LifeSiteNews the story of Saint Thomas Aquinas, whose family imprisoned him after he announced his desire to become a Dominican friar. They finally resorted to weakening Thomas’ resolve by sending a beautiful prostitute to seduce the young man in his cell, strategizing that if he broke his vow of chastity, he might abandon his desire for religious life. Upon seeing the women, Thomas brandished a burning log from the fireplace and drove the women from his cell.

“[In my book] I talk about how Thomas responded to that, and how the prayer that he offered up to God in the wake of the terrible trauma is a model for our own prayer”, Dawn said.

Other saints mentioned in the book include Saint Ignatius of Loyola, who Dawn says, through his Suscipe prayer offered his very memory to God thereby showing a way to “purification of memory”.

“…the memories of traumatic events, whether present to us or not, remain part of,” Dawn wrote in her book. “That is why there is something very beautiful about St. Ignatius offering his memory to God. The saint acknowledges there are things he cannot change … and at the same time displays the bold hope that his Maker will accept him as he is now.”

Readers will discover in Dawn’s book secrets to emotional and psychological healing from saints such as Josephine Bakhita, Gemma Galgani, Sebastian, Maria Goretti, Therese of Lisieux, and Bernard of Clairvaux.

Alice von Hildebrand praised My Peace I Give You as a “powerful and poignant voice formulating in words the unspoken cry of the heart from those who have been shamefully abused and violated. Dawn Eden — a victim herself — shows readers that there is healing not in repression or misplaced self-blame, but in hiding in the wounds of Christ.”

The book has received an imprimatur (an official declaration from the Catholic Church allowing the book to be printed) from the Archbishop of Washington, D.C., Donald Cardinal Wuerl.

Dawn’s first book, The Thrill of the Chaste: Finding Fulfillment While Keeping Your Clothes On, published in 2006, presents single people with a compelling argument that chastity is more “hope-filled” and “vibrant” than sex outside of marriage.

Dawn Eden is hoping to tour throughout the country and beyond, volunteering to speak about healing sexual wounds with the help of the saints.

To contact Dawn for a speaking engagement:
dawneden@gmail.com

Dawn’s blog
The Dawn Patrol

See related LSN coverage:
* Dawn Eden – Driven to Pro-Life and Faith by Rebellion -  LifeSiteNews Interview
* US Chastity Speaker Meets “Toughest Crowd” at Ontario Catholic High School
* Christopher West and Company Vs. ‘Custody of the Eyes’ [Hah!]

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Mary, Mother of God, Mother of Priests, Benefactors, Important Books, Florae (of sorts)

Thanks to E.R., who sent in a totally unsolicited financial contribution to the Hermitage. But that was the least of it. Also included was a picture of Mary, Mother of God, Mother of Priests, above. But there is much more. E.R. also enrolled yours truly in he Sacred Heart Association of the Salesians in Rome (Masses, Rosaries, etc.). Very wonderful. I need all the prayers I can get. Thank you, E.R.

C.W. sent in the important and timely Finis Vitae, about the illegitimacy of organ transplants, for which it is falsely claimed that the patient is “dead”, and for which, by the way, they want the patient alive for the best organ viability. The patient is killed with the removal of the organs.

Methods of killing the patients in the U.S.A. might seem genteel, and so family members are confused. In places like China, you just get a bullet to the forehead, organs are harvested and then the rest is sent to Germany where they continue their hitleresque experiementations. Oh, I forgot. Germany stopped taking the corpses when they realized that the “patients” weren’t even patients, but rather healthy political prisoners, such as priests and bishops faithful to Rome. But I digress. Get this book and it’s accompanying pamphlet, or at least the pamphet, which will help you to make the right kind of statement about what you want to happen at the end of your life, helping to ensure that proper morality is followed. Really, get the pamphlet. This is just one of those things you have to do: HERE. When you get that, and see it, you’ll want to get more for others and bring it up in your parish…

Here’s a book I didn’t put on the wishlist. I wanted to get it immediately. This book was only just NOW printed. I think I might have gotten the first copy. Yikes! This is a book I’ll want to study well. It’s Father Gordon MacRae who told me about it over the phone. There are two major studies of cases, with one of those being Father Gordon MacRae. Yikes again! More on this in future posts, please God. This is an essential book for the new evangelization. If there is no justice, there is no believer in mercy. That’s as simple as I can put it. For your copy at Amazon: HERE! Just get it. Scroll down on this page of TheseStoneWalls to see comment 6 of the author.

Now, on to a different topic. Here’s a picture of some local bamboo. Being from Minnesota, I know nothing about it. Is there a way to keep it from spreading where you don’t want it? I think it would be the ideal firewood for meals in the summertime: Light, easy to cut, extremely hot and quick fire. But, is there a surefire way to keep if from taking over a few thousand acres within a short amount of time?

This is… what? I think it’s a comet’s tail or star something…

Get the books.

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Here’s Dawn Eden’s Exclusive Guest-Post on HSH (about Saint Maximilian Kolbe, Sexual Abuse, and Creative Love)

St. Maximilian Kolbe: “Only Love Is Creative”

By Dawn Eden

One of the observations I make in my new book My Peace I Give You: Healing Sexual Wounds with the Help of the Saints is that saints are sometimes patrons of particular physical or mental conditions not because they actually had them, but because they had experiences similar to them.

For example, St. Maximilian Kolbe is a patron of recovering drug addicts—not because he ever in his life abused drugs, but because he was killed by a lethal injection from a Nazi “doctor.” Likewise, St. Denis is a patron of migraine sufferers because he suffered the ultimate headache—decapitation.

In that light, I propose certain saints in MyPeace I Give You as patrons for those who suffer from effects of post-traumatic stress — not necessarily because they suffered from it (though many saints, such as the wounded soldier Ignatius of Loyola, may well have) – but because they endured pains familiar to sufferers.

Take St. Thomas Aquinas, who, after an intensely distressing incident in which his brothers tried to force him into a sexual situation with a prostitute, fell to his knees—“weary and frightened, and almost despairing.” He began to pray, and, while praying, fell asleep. To me, as a survivor of childhood sexual abuse who has suffered from flashbacks, Thomas’s experience is very familiar—the adrenaline rush, followed by sadness and a kind of full-body exhaustion as though my life has been sucked out.

Whether or not Thomas actually underwent a flashback is not important; what matters is that he knew how it felt, and so, like a good friend who has been there, he can sympathize with me when I suffer. More than that, I can learn from the way he responded to his trauma. Instead of giving in to despair, he chose to deepen the self-offering he had already made to God, in union with Christ. The example of his life and the support of his prayers give me confidence that there is no suffering of mine that the Lord cannot use to draw me closer to Him.

In a similar way, at times when I have felt trapped by mistakes I have made, St. Maximilian Kolbe’s story and loving intercession strengthen me. It is true that his suffering, unlike mine, came not from his own sins, but rather from the sins of others. Yet, he can sympathize with me because he knows how it feels to be hemmed in. For that reason, he is specially equipped to show me how, in the midst of afflictions, I may yet attain victory through Christ (1 Cor 15:57).

As I write in My Peace I Give You, it was through the intercession of Kolbe, the Polish Franciscan priest who gave his life for a fellow prisoner at Auschwitz, that I first discovered and experienced the love of the Communion of Saints. What struck me most deeply about that “martyr of charity,” then and now, was how, all the while he was incarcerated and brutally treated by the Nazis, he demonstrated a profound sense of freedom.

Kolbe was truly free, because he was free to do good, free to love, free to cling in prayer and devotion to the Immaculata—Our Lady, whose grace spurred him to bring the light of Christ into the darkest places.

One of my favorite stories about St. Maximilian is how, after having volunteered to take the place of a fellow Auschwitz inmate who was condemned to die in a starvation cell, he transformed his environment with his presence. Crammed into a small, dank room with nine other men, deprived of clothes, food, and water, Kolbe convinced his fellow cellmates to join them in prayers, the rosary, and hymns. Nazi guards patrolling the prison, expecting to be confronted with the desperate moans and sobs of dying men, were shocked to find instead that it sounded as though they were in a church.

The ships Pornchai Moontri carved in prison (an Asian custom). The ship on the right is named “St. Maximilian”. Pornchai didn’t know the story about the red and white crowns of martyrdom and purity which Immaculate Mary offered to Father Maximilian when he painted this ship!

A surviving witness—an inmate who had been called to act as translator—later reported that the Nazi guards marveled in wonder at Kolbe. Their ideology had taught them to strive to be godless “supermen,” defining themselves by the brute power with which they could subjugate others. In the naked, starving priest, the Nazis were stunned to discover a true man, one who could face death with a smile because he was dying not for hate, but for love.

During the weeks before his martyrdom, Kolbe gently corrected a fellow prisoner who spoke of hating the Nazis. “Hatred is not a creative force,” he said. “Only love is creative.” St. Maximilian showed that the ultimate creativity is to be joined at the heart with the creative love of God, whose mercies are “new every morning” (Lam 3:22-23).

* * *

We all thank Dawn for making her way to Holy Souls Hermitage in this way.

I asked Dawn to write this post particularly for the imprisoned priest Father Gordon MacRae (whose story on TheseStoneWalls is HERE) and his fellow prisoner, the Catholic convert Pornchai Moontri, whose story is summarized in the following links:

(1) Pornchai’s Story by Pornchai Moontri (This version has his correct prison number)

(2) Pornchai Moontri – The Duty of a Knight – To Dream the Impossible Dream by Pornchai Moontri

(3) Pornchai’s Path to the Narrow Gate by Ryan Anthony MacDonald

(4) The Paradox of Suffering: An Invitation from Saint Maximilian Kolbe by Father Gordon MacRae

Now, I’m sure Dawn would appreciate a comment or two in the combox. It’s always great to have encouragement, especially when writing such a book, which involved Dawn telling her own story of being abused (with zero graphic details, which I think is great!). She’s very brave and generous in cooperating with our Lord in bringing great good out of the great evil she herself suffered. I, for one, think abuse victims have a great deal to offer all of us. Suffering  can be an opportunity to learn much about the friendship our Lord holds out to us.

Be sure to get Dawn’s book. It’s inexpensive a tremendous read.

Dawn’s book is something that will also help to bring the entire abuse crisis full circle.

This is a must read, not only for victims of abuse, not only for those who very often counsel abuse victims (such as priests, who are also very much the intended audience of Dawn), not only for those who know abuse victims, but for all in the Church today. This is the situation we are in and we are all in this together.

Dawn’s book is totally unique. It provides what has never been a part of the solution in the abuse crisis, reverence before the Immaculate Mary’s Son, Jesus, who, by His grace, is so very present in His saints, and who is so very present to all of us.

Whenever Pornchai tells his story, he is loathe not to mention his great mentor and friend and cellmate, Father Gordon MacRae. I, for one, also think that Father Gordon will benefit greatly from Dawn’s book, for although he was not abused as a youngster nor did he ever abuse anyone, he was terribly abused in prison. His being there, falsely accused and wrongly convicted, for now going on 18 years, is like a continuous rape of his very priesthood. It’s got to stop, and it’s got to stop now. Meanwhile, one can learn ever more, every day about the Heart of “the creative love of God, whose mercies are ‘new every morning’ (Lam 3:22-23).” I think Father Gordon will very much love reading Dawn’s book (should Pornchai let him have it)!

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Pornchai Moontri and the 2nd HSH book review on Dawn Eden’s “My Peace I Give You: Healing Sexual Wounds with the Help of the Saints”

The First Yikes! I’ve now received TWO review copies of Dawn’s new book — “MY PEACE I GIVE YOU: Healing Sexual Wounds with the Help of the Saints”– from Ave Maria Press. Pre-order HERE, also on Amazon. Her excellent BLOG. And… and… HERE. More on the second copy below…

The Second Yikes! Dawn is writing a post exclusively for this blog — but which you can re-post to your heart’s content! — which is scheduled to be published here on HSH on 1 May, the feast of Saint Joseph. This is way cool, especially because the post will be on saying why Saint Maximilian Kolbe’s life experience is so significant to those who have suffered sexual abuse. This is significant also because Maximilian has not already been featured in the book. Moreover, Maximilian is the patron saint of none other than Pornchai Moontri. More on this below…

Back to the fact of receiving two review copies… Hmmm… What to do with the extra one?

I could give the second copy away to the reader with the best comment to make about healing from sexual wounds, but that wouldn’t work, since there is no “best” comment possible. All healing is wonderful!

Actually, I immediately thought of sending the extra copy to a common friend of readers here and over at Father Gordon MacRae’s These Stone Walls, namely, Pornchai Moontri. That copy will, please God, get speedily sent on 20 April, hopefully to arrive by 24 or 25 April guaranteed to arrive by 3:00 PM on Monday, 23 April, which just happens to be the feast of Saint George, a great friend of Saint Michael! Those who don’t know Pornchai already will surely be inspired by reading the following articles. I only include a few here, since some of these articles have many other links for you to follow:

(1) 28 December 2007 — Pornchai’s Story — (reprinted by Bill Donohue of the Catholic League) This is a MUST READ. Pornchai wrote this himself.

(2) 7 April 2010 — My Fifty Seven — by Father Gordon MacRae

(3) 22 July 2011 – Narrow Gate – on A Ram in the Thicket by Ryan MacDonald

(4) 11 April 2012 – The Duty of a Knight by Pornchai Moontri

Let’s just make three quick citations from the above articles:

(1) My name is Pornchai Moontri, and I am prisoner #38284 in the New Hampshire State Prison. I come to the Catholic faith after a painful journey in darkness that my friend, Father Gordon MacRae, has asked me to write candidly. This is not something I do easily, but I trust my friend.

I was born in Bua Nong Lamphu, a small village in the north of Thailand near Khon Kaen on September 10, 1973. At the age of two, I was abandoned by my mother to be sold. A distant teenaged relative rescued me. He walked many miles to carry me away to his family farm where I worked throughout my childhood raising water buffalo, rice, and sugar cane. I never attended school, however, and never learned to read and write in Thai. Though my childhood involved hard work, I was safe and happy.

When I was 11 years old, my mother re-emerged in Thailand with a new husband – an American air traffic controller from Bangor, Maine. I was taken from Thailand by them against my will, and brought to the United States. This transition was a trauma to be endured. A month after my arrival in Bangor, my new stepfather’s motive for importing a ready-made Thai family became clear. I was forcibly raped by him at age 11, an event that was to be repeated with regularity over the next three years. I was a prisoner in his house, and resistance was only met with violence against me and against my mother. I was all of 100 pounds. I cannot describe this further. Welcome to America!

Being one of only three Asians in 1985 Bangor, and speaking little English, I did not readily comprehend my new names. “Gook,” “V.C.” and “Charlie” meant nothing to me, but I could sense the scorn with which such names were delivered. Because my English was poor, I was treated as though I was stupid. Part of my humiliation was that I had to get a paper route at age 12, and my earnings were taken from me to pay for the “privilege” of living in my captor’s house. Stephen King’s home was on my paper route. Mr. King once gave me a Christmas bonus of 25¢ for delivering his newspaper all year. The horror stories he wrote about Maine are all true. Remember the one with the evil clown? It’s true.

When I was 14, my English was better. I was a little bigger, and a lot stronger – and nothing but angry. Anger was all I had. So with it I fled that house and became a homeless teenager in and around Bangor. One day the Bangor police actually picked me up and forced me to go “home.” I would rather have gone to one of the ones Stephen King wrote about. I just fled again and again, and ended up at the Good Will Hinckley School for people like me. I was there for a year and got kicked out for fighting. I was always fighting. I fought everyone.

Back on the streets of Bangor, I began to carry a knife. At 17 and 18, a lot of people were after me. I lived under a bridge for a while and sometimes my mother would bring me things. I tried to climb out of the deep hole I was in by signing up for night classes at age 18 to finish my high school diploma. I was kicked out of Bangor High School for punching the principal.

One night, at age 18, something that lived in me got out. I got very drunk with friends, and we walked into a Bangor Shop & Save supermarket to buy cigarettes. I barely remember this. In my drunken state, I opened a bottle of beer from a case and started to drink it. The manager confronted me and ordered me to leave. I tried to flee the store, but the manager and other employees tried to keep me there. I tried to fight them off to flee. When I got outside, a manager from another Shop & Save had witnessed the incident and pounced on me. I was 130 pounds and was pinned to the ground by this 190-pound man. I think something snapped in my mind. IT was happening again. I fought, but his dead weight was suffocating me. The newspapers would later tell a different story, but this was the truth, and it is all I remember.

In jail that night, I was questioned for three hours. I was told that I had stabbed a man and was charged with attempted murder. I have no memory, to this day, of stabbing the man. The next morning, I awoke in a jail cell and was told that I was charged with Class A murder. The man had died during the night. I was told that I blew a .25 on the Breathalyzer, but the result was so high it was discarded as an error.

My stepfather could have hired expert counsel, but it was clearly not in his best interest that my life be evaluated so I was left in the care of a public defender who wanted this high profile murder off his desk.

(2) I was a teenager when I went to prison.  Over the years, I was sent back to solitary confinement over and over, for up to three-and-a-half years at a time, because I was so hostile.  The longer I was there each time, the more inhuman I felt and became. Living for years on end in solitary confinement joined  with the guilt I felt for the life I took during a struggle when I was 18 years old. So I just gave up on myself as a human being. I sank to the very bottom of the prison I was in, and stayed there.

(3) Over the next few years, G [Father Gordon MacRae] and I discussed a lot about the life of Saint Maximilian Kolbe and about Saint Padre Pio. I drifted like an iceberg that was ever so slowly melting, and before I realized it, I was caught up in what happened to Saint Maximilian. I never had a hero, and he became one. I suddenly felt as though I was no longer just adrift at sea; the ice was all gone. Four years after my arrival in this new prison, on the day before Divine Mercy Sunday in  2010, G and I walked to the Prison Chapel where Fr. Anthony Kuzia, a  nearby priest, Baptized and Confirmed me.

The next morning, Divine Mercy Sunday, I received my First Eucharist. I stepped that day out of the Dark Wood of Error into the light of day – the light of Christ. If anyone had told me of this just five years earlier, I would have thought them insane.  Every demon that once controlled my life was expelled, and I was free.

(4) I dream of having an opportunity to reach those who are lost like I was, and broken, and brokenhearted, and lead them to Christ. I dream that I will be able to help young people who have had all trust broken and taken away from them.  I dream that I will be able to live my life in freedom and in service to others. I dream that I will have the chance to honor someone who sought only my good despite his own captivity. I dream that I will live this life as a Catholic. I dream that I will be led to where I am supposed to go and that I will not be all alone when I get there. What used to be just a nightmare is now my dream.

I wonder if Pornchai might offer us just a sentence or two, whatever he wants, about Dawns book. That would be just so very wonderful… Not to put any pressure on you, Pornchai!

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This is the flyer: click to enlarge

Dawn will be giving a talk and having a book signing at the launch of her book on Monday, April 23 [WAY COOL! = The Feast of Saint George!], 6:30 p.m., at the Catholic Information Center, 1501 K St. NW, Washington, DC.

My Peace I Give You (Ave Maria Press, 2012) is the first book ever to offer a Catholic spirituality of healing for adult victims of childhood sexual abuse. It bears an Imprimatur (ecclesiastical approbation) from Washington Archbishop Donald Cardinal Wuerl.

Here’s more from the Ave Maria Press website:

Eden uses her own story as a backdrop to introduce numerous holy people— like Laura Vicuña, Thomas Aquinas and Bernard of Clairvaux—who suffered sexual abuse or sexual inappropriateness, as well as saints such as Ignatius of Loyola who suffered other forms of mistreatment and abandonment. Readers seeking wholeness will discover saints with wounds like their own, whose stories bear witness to the transforming power of grace. Eden explores different dimensions of divine love—sheltering, compassionate, purifying, etc.—to help those sexually wounded in childhood understand their identity in the abiding love of Christ.

Sisters of Life Superior General Agnes Mary Donovan S.V. writes in the book’s foreword:

“An inspired work . . . powerfully moving and hope-filled. . . It is my hope that this book may become a resource readily available: in churches, schools, counseling centers, young adult ministries, libraries, and hospitals. Through it may many whose human dignity has been offended come to know their beauty in the eyes of God, and learn to sing in joy of His love and His mercy. I pray that for every reader this book will be an instrument of grace and instruction.”

The book has also received endorsements from Father James Martin S.J., Alice von Hildebrand, Barbara Nicolosi Harrington, and others.

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Our readers will know that I frequently push the Master’s Thesis of Dawn, which was wonderfully, successfully defended at the Dominican House of Studies in Washington, the famous Saint Joseph Provence of the Dominicans! Here’s the PDF of this superbly written, spot on thesis: (Thesis).

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This hermit’s review of Brian J. Gail’s Trilogy, vol. 1 — Fatherless

Thanks again to TMB for sending the Trilogy in to the hermitage.

Let me just direct this review to Brian… My disclaimer, Brian, is that I’m not very well read with novels. I’ve only read Fatherless once. I haven’t yet read the other two volumes in the Trilogy, yet, though I immediately started in on the second volume, Motherless, which is a good sign, no? This is just a first exclamation following a quick read… And only a few thoughts, as I didn’t jot things down as I was reading. Your work brought back many memories of my own pro-life work, and that’s another good sign for me of the book’s reflection of the reality about which you write.

My first impression: Excellent. Because of your business ranking, your work is sure to be read by some rather important execs, just to know who you are and what you’ve done. They will surely take an interest in the how-to-do-business-and-succeed aspect to the book, which will draw them in to the points you want to make. I do think it will work on all who read it, and on some it will hit home sooner than later. The elite movers and shakers are clearly your intended readership, along with some of our weaker, silent or more liberal priests and bishops. I thank you for your effort. You certainly have my prayers and blessings. I was happy to see that you were on the board for Saint Charles Borromeo Seminary in Overbrook, on whose behalf I’ve done some teaching for one of their seminarians all the way from the hermitage.

Brian, you may help to save uncountable women from suffering and dying from breast and cervical cancer induced by the contraceptive/abortifacient pill, not to mention the lives of untold numbers of children otherwise subjected to such an early chemical abortion. I like the way you repeated some of the info again at the end, just before closing. That will clinch the argument for some individuals. It’s not just clever. We see that you’re a true believer, both in the Natural Law and with the faith. And, yes, that does work on the hearts of those trying to make themselves believe they are hardened atheists. Your work should be gifted to all in the Fortune 500, not to mention to all the bishops, not to mention ad agencies, pharmaceutical companies, investment firms and politicians, though with hand signed cover letters covering the points on just one page. You know how these things go.

The timing of the publishing and republishing of the volumes couldn’t be better, with the Obama administration pushing chemical contraceptive/abortifacients the way he is. We all thank you. I’ve scheduled a Mass to be offered for you and yours and your intentions on 27 March 2012, here at Holy Souls Hermitage, in thanksgiving… motu proprio.

Perhaps, Brian, you could write something on the introduction of the “date rape” abortifacients introduced into Catholic hospital emergency rooms. This would be extremely timely. Obama is sure to point out the hypocrisy of the present push of the USCCB (and as of the last count today, more than one hundred individual bishops) to complain about Obama’s infringement on conscience rights regarding the non-provision of contraceptives/abortifacients, and will therefore, perhaps, get a favorable hearing from the Supreme Court. Florida has a bill put forward to repeal Obama’s attack on religion, but will it succeed with this congress? If you want to know the history of the introduction of abortifacients into Catholic Hospital emergency rooms, with uttterly unexpected names and dates and places — and a monitum about who those people are today — send me an email (see the graphic on the sidebar of the blog — also, check your inbox). I was right in the middle of all that, hospitals, ethics committees, journalists, priests and bishops. You name it. The lie is that one can know at the very moment of conception that the woman has conceived or not. This is, of course, categorically, scientifically impossible, at the moment of conception, just before, during or immediately after the sperm has reached the ovum, but it’s just at this time when such harse chemicals would be provided to — usually — girls and young women. As I’ve said before, one is not to act on a doubt, especially when homicide is at stake, but it happens all the time, with the blessings of the icons of clerical moral theology orthodoxy, with the blessings of priests and bishops. Having said all that, maybe this is one of the major themes in “Childless”, which I’ve not yet read. If it isn’t, perhaps you might fit this in for a revised edition. I note that the other two volumes are already revised.

I’m guessing that you’ve had a hard time of it with some of the ecclesiastics of today’s Church and… and… that you haven’t come to know well very many good priest or bishops. That’s understandable, given the times in which we live.  I understand the point of the book is about being “Fatherless”, both in parish families and biological families, and why. I’ll save my thoughts about Grogan and Father John until I’ve read a bit more! Whoever advised you on the exorcism bits made some terribly grave mistakes about exorcism. Your exorcist also has a mistaken idea of vicarious suffering. Back in the day, I knew very well the exorcist in New York, indeed, Father James Le___ (R.I.P.) and helped to teach the one back in the day in Philadelphia, and, through pastoral circumstances, know way more than I want to know about Euteneuer’s case…

Sorry to say, there is a rather appalling bit to Father John’s talk with JPII. The blessed Pontiff is depicted as listening to Father John indirectly (perhaps because of the uniqueness of the unrepeatable circumstances, directly) violating the seal of confession. I’m sure any priest who attempted to do that with Cardinal Ratzinger or John Paul would have been stopped dead in his tracks. Having met up with so much of this kind of rubbish, I had a long chat with now Cardinal Raymond Burke. Something was done about it, as he promised me, so that now also the indirect breaking of the seal of confession is, in law, held to be among the gravest of crimes, ranking along with sexual abuse of minors. This is something to change in a future revised edition.

I don’t think these last comments of mine should stop people from getting the book, reading it, sharing it. But these are my monitums.

A last suggestion would be for your own reading pleasure, a simple Master’s Thesis at the Dominican House of Studies written by a rather outgoing New York journalist, truly worthy of a Pulitzer for her efforts. Anyone reading Dawn Eden’s very readable work (here’s a free .PDF) would hesitate to put up those she mentions as those promoting their books. It’s a short read, well worth it.

Finally, again, thanks, Brian, for this wonderful first volume. Everyone should read it. Again, you have my prayers and blessings.

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Thanks to benefactors: signal repeater and… some… novels [!]

T.M.B. wrote in asking if I had read Brian J. Gail’s Trilogy. As I say, I am about the most badly read hermit ever to have lived. Favorite reading material has, in the past, been The Far Side by a fellow Minnesotan. When I lived at the Casa Santa Maria, conveniently across from the Pontifical Biblical Institue, in the 1990s, I was determined to read at least one novel from the used books room. I picked  The Sum of All Fears by Dan Fogelman and Tom Clancy. I picked up on his style, and used that for the first volume of a Trilogy I started to write while doing my doctoral thesis on Genesis 2,4–3,24, waiting for my moderator to plow through another chapter of the thesis. The first volume turned out to be some 750 pages. Paul Brazier (R.I.P), perhaps the greatest intellect and most wonderful Catholic in the Southern Hemisphere, throught it was great, “a ripper!” However, I got the idea that it was a difficult read, very dense, however dramatic, as it took him 9 days of virtually non-stop reading to get through it. What to do? Read more, and learn from other people’s style. T.M.B.’s offer to send Brian J. Gail’s Trilogy may be just the thing for me. We’ll see what his style is like. I’m a bit leary of some of those praising the book, but take solace that, for instance, Motherless is supported by Cardinal Burke and Archbishop Chaput. Thank you so much, T.M.B. I’m sure this will help me quite a bit. Very thoughtful. Do you readers have any comments to make about this series? Can one start with a different volume than Fatherless, or does one have to follow the order Fatherless, Motherless, Childless?

Also in the mail was the signal repeater from C.W. Thanks C.W.! I’ve still not permanently set it up, but have noticed a stronger, more stable signal, about 40%, up from a terribly occilating 0-15%. So, this is much, much better. The homily series is getting closer with this addition to the hermitage.

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UPDATE: Buh-GAAAK! Chickens coughing, youth leaders writing… How to help in a win-win exchange!

Followers of HSH know that Steven, a once past seminarian, now a novice for the lay-Dominicans, a youth leader (see http://www.uyma.org/ ) and heart patient (heart failure) in Western Uganda, needs a bit of help. He also writes a daily email on the Scriptures for a 1000 some youth. He even has some awesome facebook pages, though I don’t do facebook. Here are his Profile, and the Uganda Youth Ministry Association, and the Consecrated Secularity page.

We’ve figured out a way for him to get his medicines without going through endless financial obstacles for those wanting to help, but who are unsure how to do this and unsure of his suitability for receiving a donation or two. I had to shut down some of his comments when I saw a paypal link go up. He didn’t know the difficulties inherent with collecting money for overseas entities in the present “security” climate, much less my difficulties in regard to any donations here in North Carolina!

Turns out that Steven is a one-time chicken keeper (Ooo-Rah!), who still has his hen-house ready to go. Way to go, Steven! He had more than a dozen chickens, but they started to die with a contageous cough (hopefully not avian flu!). The eggs brought him enough income to get the four medicines he needs for his heart condition. But he had to sell them off when they started dying.

So, he needs chickens… perhaps enough not only to pay for the medicines, but also for his other bills for his apostolate. So, what to do?

Turns out also that Steven is also an author. He has two books for sale on Amazon. He receives royalties for the sale of each book, $9.00 for the $20.00 book and $4.00 for the $10.00 book. That’s a great percentage for royalties. Let’s take a look:

 Publication Date: December 2, 2011 — “A big challenge Christians have today is to relate the word of God in the Bible with their everyday lives. The Catholic Church daily provides a timely message in the scriptures read at Mass, but how do we relate this word to our daily living? This book is a journey through the Gospels making them practical and livable. Ready your bible, and let’s get going!”

($20.00)

Click on the picture.

And here’s the other:

 Publication Date: December 28, 2011 — “The situations that will stretch your faith most will be those times when life falls apart and God is nowhere to be found. This happened to Job. In a single day he lost everything—his family, his business, his health, and everything he owned. Most discouraging, for thirty seven chapters, God said nothing! How do you praise God when you don’t understand what is happening in your life and God is silent? How do you stay connected in a crisis without communication? How do you keep your eyes on Jesus when they are all full of tears? You do what Job did: “Then he fell to the ground in worship and said: ‘Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the Name of the Lord be praised.’ “(Job 1:20-21).”

($10.00)

Click on the picture.

Don’t you wish you had them? You, meaning ~you!~ can get them, read them over, pass them around… You get to give almsgiving. You get a great read in return. Your almsgiving not only helps Steven, but, through him, his apostolate. All safe, all legal, and hopefully frequent!

Can we all do this for Steven? I think we can! He does very much for Mary’s Son, Jesus: Click and Click! Done!

UPDATE: As you can see from the combox, we are getting closer to getting Steven his chickens so that he can get his meds. I’m very happy about this. In looking over some of his posts on his facebook pages, I’m impressed that he cites Church documents here, there and everywhere, and well cited, not just to do it. This sets up a perspective that is instilled into the zillion youth he works with in Uganda. That’s really very awesome. If you haven’t ordered your books yet, today is the day, um…   Here and Here. Done! The best kind of almsgiving doesn’t give someone a sterile egg… no… The best kind of almsgiving gives someone chickens, which can lay eggs, and reproduce, and… Very cool!

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Books sent to Holy Souls Hermitage today!

The book to the left comes highly recommended as an into to patrology course. I think I did my patristics course some 30 years ago.

Tempus fugit! Memento mori!

Speaking of which, thanks to D.W., I also received the book on purgatory. I had seen this in my earlier seminary days, when I had plowing through many of the publications of TAN Books. Very cool. This is not so much a Scriptural/Doctrinal approach as a into to the realities of our Lord’s mercy through the indications given to us by the great saints of the Church. Very cool! Thanks so much. How appropriate for Holy Souls Hermitage. I’ll see if I can’t use this for a series of posts on purgatory. Thanks, D.W.! I’m sure the Holy Souls appreciate this.

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