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Regina Coeli, laetare! Alleluia! Surrexit Dominus vere! Alleluia!

Regina caeli, laetare, alleluia!
Quia quem meruisti portare, alleluia!
Resurrexit, sicut dixit, alleluia!
Ora pro nobis Deum, alleluia!

V. Gaude et laetare, Virgo Maria, alleluia!
R. Quia surrexit Dominus vere, alleluia!

Oremus.
Deus, qui per resurrectionem Filii tui, Domini nostri Iesu Christi,
mundum laetificare dignatus es:
praesta, quaesumus, ut per eius Genitricem Virginem Mariam,
perpetuae capiamus gaudia vitae.
Per eundem Christum Dominum nostrum. Amen.

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Queen of Heaven, rejoice, alleluia!
For He whom you did merit to bear, alleluia!
Has risen, as He said, alleluia!
Pray for us to God, alleluia!

V. Rejoice and be glad, O Virgin Mary, alleluia!
R. For the Lord has truly risen, alleluia!

Let us pray.
O God, who gave joy to the world
through the resurrection of Thy Son, our Lord Jesus Christ,
grant we beseech Thee, that through the intercession of the Virgin Mary, His Mother,
we may obtain the joys of everlasting life.
Through the same Christ our Lord. Amen.

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Just as with the Angelus, this prayer is also recited three times daily, morning, noon and night. This continues through (the octave of) Pentecost, at which time the Angelus starts up again until the following Easter. Rejoice to be Catholic! Rejoice with the Blessed Virgin Mary that her Son has risen as He said. Alleluia!

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02 Rosary Rant – Joyful – 2 – Visitation

[The painting above is from peregabriel.com. A very cool site!]

Remember that the easiest way to pray the rosary is to recognize that Jesus and Mary and Joseph are with you right here, right now, as they are in heaven, not as they were a couple thousand years ago. Sure, take a look at what they did for you and all back in the day, but, in our Lord’s grace, with a spirit of humble thanksgiving for them, right here, right now.

Remember, it’s not about your imagination that you are in their presence – which Pelagian effort of imagination is a lot of hooey – rather, your act of the will, in our Lord’s grace, to humbly thank Him and our Blessed Mother is what the prayer of the rosary is all about.

Clever meditations, whether in “rant” style or, later, please God, in a style presented in a more genteel manner (when I get all the Scripture tomes out of the boxes and on some now non-existent shelves), don’t get anyone anywhere. The only way what is presented on this blog is going to help anyone is if that someone, by the grace of our Lord, uses these words as an occasion to humbly thank the Holy Family right now for what went in back in the day.

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For this preliminary “rant meditation” on the second joyful mystery of the most holy rosary, let’s leave off Luke 1,5-25 (the scene with Zachariah) and Luke 1,46-80 (saving those for future meditations!), concentrating on Luke 1,39-45, for which a summary interlinear comment will be provided, based on my own in-your-face translation from the Greek, with an eye to the Vulgate. I’m not into the esoteric practice of translating one word for one word, as if, magically, all languages had absolutely perfect one word for one word equivalents. Such pretension cannot ever provide a great translation, unless you’re in a position to create the language, as was the case with the Greek translation of the Hebrew Scriptures, which made up a goodly number of words, but paraphrased the rest. Instead, trying to avoid coining any words, I’ll provide a translation with more in-your-face accuracy than any one word for one word translation could ever present. Note that the “perfect” verbs, with their continuing perfection, are not easy to translate! …

Luke 1,39 But Mary, having arisen in these days, went out into the hill country with enthusiastic haste, into a city of Judah, 40 and she entered into the house of Zachariah and greeted Elizabeth. 41 And it came about that as Elizabeth listened to the greeting of Mary, the unborn child leapt in her womb, and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. 42 And she cried out with a great exclamation and said: “You are perfectly continuing to remain perfectly blessed among women, and the Fruit of your womb is perfectly continuing to remain perfectly blessed. 43 And how has this come about to me that the Mother of my Lord might come to me? 44 For behold! As the voice of your greeting came about in my ears, the unborn child leapt in exaltation in my womb. 45 And blessed is she who has believed that the things spoken to her by the Lord, perfectly continuing to remain with their perfective force, will have fulfillment.”

O.K. Let’s try some interlinear commentary:

Luke 1,39 But Mary, having arisen in these days [“these days,” not “those days.” This speaks to what is happening to Mary interiorly. She’s immediately thinking of Hanna’s words, and singing the “Magnificat”. But, more on that in a, please God, future meditation.], went out into the hill country [which is also way up from Nazareth] with enthusiastic haste, into a city of Judah [Just a couple of miles down from Jerusalem: “enthusiastic haste”... I remember walking from the Sea of Galilee down to Jericho with enthusiastic haste the day before the first Gulf War with Saddam Hussain. I had intended to go up to Jerusalem past Saint George monastery, but the military nicely, but forcefully had some of the settlers crowd drive me the rest of the way to Jerusalem. Anyway, just to say, I was about twice the age that Mary would have been. It took me one day to do that. Her enthusiastic haste bore the Son of God, giving wings to her feet], 40 and she entered into the house of Zachariah and greeted Elizabeth. [What a greeting! Mary was filled with her “Magnificat” already, her heart and soul bursting with the praise of God...] 41 And it came about that as Elizabeth listened to the greeting of Mary, the unborn child leapt in her womb [This is traditionally understood as the sanctification of John the Baptist in the womb of Elizabeth. This is why the birthday of John the Baptist is celebrated, along with that of Mary and Jesus. He was already holy in the womb, as were Jesus and Mary.], and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit [This cannot but give great joy to our hearts and souls!]. 42 And she cried out with a great exclamation [to be repeated countless times in later centuries] and said: “You are perfectly continuing to remain perfectly blessed among women, and the Fruit of your womb is perfectly continuing to remain perfectly blessed [which completes the first part of the Hail Mary, the earlier parts being those said by the angel Gabriel to Mary, a very biblical prayer...]. 43 And how has this come about to me [such humility, which can always be had before the greatest goodness and kindness, so far beyond us, and yet with us...] that the Mother of my Lord might come to me? [“The Mother of my Lord”... A prophecy to be noted today: the blastocyst is not implanted in the uterus in the mother until about nine days after conception. Give Mary and all her enthusiastic haste, very likely traveling alone, about – what? – a day, two days, three to get to Elizabeth... At any rate, before implantation of the conceived Child, just a few cells at this stage: “The Mother of my Lord”... Pius XII instructed us that the just conceived Jesus in the womb of Mary embraced the entire Mystical Body of Christ from, in fact, the first instant of His conception.] 44 For behold! As the voice of your greeting came about in my ears, the unborn child leapt in exaltation in my womb [Not the normal “kick”!]. 45 And blessed is she who has believed that the things spoken to her by the Lord, perfectly continuing to remain with their perfective force, will have fulfillment.” [Elizabeth... What a great saint... So filled with the Holy Spirit, instructed by the Holy Spirit... knowing the truth of it all. Wow! The two of them! What joy they would have had during those months with Mary helping Elizabeth. Our Lord Jesus, always foremost in their thoughts... Just so awesome... ]

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The Angelus of Holy Souls Hermitage

In the Extraordinary Form Calendar, the “Regina Coeli” rings out until sunset on the Octave of Pentecost. Still another few days to go. In the Ordinary Form Calendar, the Angelus has been ringing out since daybreak of the Monday after Pentecost. Yikes!

Jean-François Millet himself intended this painting to be a pro-life representation of prayer to the God of Life, the prayer being the Angelus. He immediately added the steeple when the American who commissioned the painting didn’t front up with the money. Freakishly, Salvador Dali insisted like a madman that this was a painting of sexual agression, and that there was a coffin of an infant between the couple. Upon analysis, it seems that there might have been tracings, in fact, of some sort of box there between them. Probably the potato basket, but lets take the worst case scenario, shall we?

Let’s suppose that they plotted to kill any child born to them, since all they wanted was sex, sex and more sex, apart from any children. In that case, what we have here is a representation of repentance from such sexual aggression, and prayer to repair their misdeads, begging the Lord of mercies, born a little Child among us, for forgiveness and the grace of a firm purpose of amendment of life. Hah! A great message for society today, especially today.

The point of the steeple is to indicate the type of prayer that they are saying as good Catholics in the then as now oppressively anti-Catholic “enlightened” society. The Church bells at that time of day would have been ringing out the Angelus, as would be the case also at noon and at sunset. Let’s take a look at this most Christmasy of all prayers:

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V. Angelus Domini nuntiavit Mariæ, (The angel of the Lord declared unto Mary,)
R. Et concepit de Spiritu Sancto. (and she conceived of the Holy Spirit.)

V. Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Jesus. (Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
R. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc et in hora mortis nostræ. Amen. (Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen.)

[With this first versical/response and Hail Mary, one begs for an increase in the virtue of faith by way of the intercession of she who believed by faith in Him who she conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit. What agility and purity of soul one must have to have such faith in the blood-filled world of yesteryear and today! We turn to her who had more than all of us put together, more agility of soul and purity than we could ever begin to know in this world. The Church Militant beseeches the Lord by way of the Church Triumphant.]

V. « Ecce Ancilla Domini. » (Behold the handmaid of the Lord.)
R. « Fiat mihi secundum Verbum tuum. » (Be it done unto me according to thy word.)

Ave Maria… (Hail Mary…)

[With this second versical/response and Hail Mary, we ask our Lady's intercession that the Lord might grant us an increase in the virtue of hope, which our Lady had so very abundantly, bravely accepting what the Lord had in mind for her even though she risked, in human terms, being stoned to death as an unwed mother. Mary said and does say "Yes!" to life, even when risking death. The saints did that in yesteryear as they do today. We need only think of the very recent Saint Gianna Beretta Molla and so many like her, who, in fact, give their lives that their children might live, instead of the other way around. Far from killing her Son for the sake of convenience or as a "sacrifice to Satan" as so many do today, Mary rejoices to have the opportunity to bravely be the bearer of Him who is Life.]

V. Et Verbum caro factum est. (And the Word was made flesh,)
R. Et habitavit in nobis. (and dwelt among us.)

Ave Maria… (Hail Mary…)

[With this third versical/response and Hail Mary, we ask our Lady's intercession with her Incarnate, Divine Son, that we might have an increase in the virtue of charity, by which she gave us the greatest Christmas gift of all, her Divine Son. Christmas means "Christ, who was sent". And Mary "sends" Christ to us, giving Him to the whole world. She followed Him everywhere, even to the Cross, even to the Sepulcher. Once a mother, always a mother. Always. Such great charity. Mary remained a virgin before, during, and after the birth of Christ, showing that she had not yet given birth to the entire Christ, to His Mystical Body, to us, doing this for us by way of her perfect intercession under the Cross, for which Christ was born. Her intercession was that the life of Christ be given to us, and this by way of His death, by way of His having the right in justice to have mercy on us, He taking on the worst we could give out, death, but remaining innocent, and being able to insist, then, with His heavenly Father: Father, forgive them! In her purity, by way of her Immaculate Conception, by way of her extraordinary agility of soul, of her clarity of vision, she could see the goodness of her Son, and, by way of contrast, all the hell that we would vomit on Him from the beginning of time to the end. All she had to do was behold her Son of the Cross, and she could see it all, exactly what we needed. She saw our need perfectly, perfectly interceeded for us, and was, and is, therefore, the mediatrix of all graces, and is rightly called as a fitting human complement of the sole Mediator, the co-Redemptrix, that is, because of her perfect intercession for ALL that Christ would give us in redemption and salvation. What great charity, giving Christ, her Son, to us. ]

V. Ora pro nobis, Sancta Dei Genetrix. (Pray for us, O Holy Mother of God,)
R. Ut digni efficiamur promissionibus Christi. (That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.)

[Technically, we don't pray to Mary. We pray to our Lord, but asking the intercession of His good Mother! She desires that we be made worthy of the promises of Christ by way of the grace of Christ Himself.]

Oremus: Gratiam tuam quæsumus, Domine, mentibus nostris infunde; ut qui, angelo nuntiante, Christi Filii tui Incarnationem cognovimus, per passionem eius et crucem, ad resurrectionis gloriam perducamur. Per eumdem Christum Dominum nostrum. Amen.

(Let us pray: Pour forth, we beseech Thee, O Lord, Thy grace into our hearts, that we — to whom the Incarnation of Christ Thy Son was made known by the message of an angel – may, by His Passion and Cross, be brought to the glory of His resurrection, through the same Christ our Lord. Amen.)

[Basically, the whole history of redemption right there in that one sentence. Not bad to call to mind thrice daily, is it?!]

V. Gloria Patri et Filio et Spiritui Sancto, (Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit)
R. Sicut erat in principio et nunc et semper et in saecula saeculorum. Amen. (As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.)

[The Gloria is repeated three times.] [You'll note the Roman Pontiffs always add three times the Gloria, one for each round of versical/response, for each increase in faith, hope and charity granted by our Lord, all in sanctifying grace.

The avatar of Holy Souls Hermitage is a church bell, which is rung for the Angelus. By tradition, each versical/response recieves three rings, while the bell is rung rather vigously during the final prayer.]

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In the title to this post I mentioned Holy Souls Hermitage. There’s a story there. On the way up the path to Holy Souls Hermitage on Holy Souls Mountain, at the base of the ridge, I have constantly been greeted — how can I say this — by what must be an angel. I suppose that sounds a bit out of the ordinary, and, believe me, for me it is just that, very out of the ordinary, not only because I’m not one who very good at paying attention to my guardian angel all the time, but also because of the heavenly goodness and kindness of the — how to say it? — presense of a spiritual being, who encourages me, invites me, rather insistingly, if also in a friendly manner, to pray, and very specifically to pray the Angelus. This happens without fail, going up and coming down. So, what else can I do? I pray the Angelus, very frequently! There are different intentions, with the bishop of the diocese being front and center with this intention, but also the priests and seminarians and benefactors, living and deceased. Yikes! I can only think that my little prayer is nothing, that my prayer is worthless, but that, nevertheless, our Lord wants me to pray, so much so — and so blockheaded am I — that such a good and kind angel almost has to whoop me upside the head to get me into gear. How far I am from the agility of soul Mary knew when the angel came to her. I suppose it’s for that very reason that she, as Queen of the Angels, makes sure that I’m well taken care of by my guardian angel. Only the very weak need to get whooped upside the head on a regular basis. Here’s one weak hermit! But, guardian angels are really very cool. They rejoice to overlook the weakness in favor of the triumph of our Lord’s grace. Such weakness, but such power of the goodness and kindness of Mary’s Son!

Why not make it a practice to pray the Angelus thrice daily? Memorize it today. When’s the last time you ever memorized something? I usually pace about when memorizing. It doesn’t take long. Give it a shot. We’re now in the 12 days of Christmas. Go on!

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Rosary rant rerun for the Annunciation!

Remember that the easiest way to pray the rosary is to recognize that Jesus and Mary and Joseph are with you right here, right now, as they are in heaven, not as they were a couple thousand years ago. Sure, take a look at what they did for you and all of back in the day, but, in our Lord’s grace, with a spirit of humble thanksgiving for them, right here, right now.

Remember, it’s not about your imagination that you are in their presence, which Pelagian effort of imagination is a lot of hooey; rather, your act of the will, in our Lord’s grace, to humbly thank Him and our Blessed Mother is what the prayer of the rosary is all about.

Clever meditations, whether in “rant” style or, later, please God, in a style presented in a more genteel manner (when I get all the Scripture tomes out of the boxes and on some now non-existent shelves), don’t get anyone anywhere. The only way what is presented on this blog is going to help anyone is if that someone, by the grace of our Lord, uses these words as an occasion to humbly thank the Holy Family right now for what went in back in the day.

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For this preliminary “rant meditation” on the first joyful mystery of the most holy rosary, a summary interlinear comment on Luke 1,26-38. Here’s my in-your-face translation from the Greek with an eye to the Vulgate. I’m not into the esoteric practice of translating one word for one word, as if, magically, all languages had absolutely perfect one word for one word equivalents. Such pretension cannot ever provide a great translation, unless you’re in a position to create the language, as was the case with the Greek translation of the Hebrew Scriptures, which made up a goodly number of words, but paraphrased the rest. Instead, trying to avoid coining any words, I’ll provide a translation with more in-your-face accuracy than any one word for one word translation could ever present:

Luke 1,26 But in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent forth from God into a city of Galilee which had the name Nazareth 27 to a virgin being betrothed to a man whose name was Joseph of the city of David, and the name of the virgin was Mary. 28 And, having entered unto her, he said,

“Rejoice, you who continue to be perfectly transformed in grace, the Lord is with you. You continue to be perfectly blessed among women.”

29 But she was greatly troubled over the word, and pondered: “What would such a greeting mean?” 30 And the angel said to her,

“Do not fear, Mary, for you have found grace in the presence of God. 31 And behold! You will conceive in the womb, and you will give birth to a Son, and you are to call His name, Jesus. 32 He will be great, and will be called Son of the Most High, and the Lord God will give to Him the throne of David His father, 33 and He will reign over the House of Jacob unto eternity, and of His kingdom there will be no end.”

34 But Mary said to the angel,

“How will this be, since I do not sexually know any man?”

35 And answering, the angel said to her,

“The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. And for this reason, the Child being born holy will be called Son of God. 36 And behold! Elizabeth, your kinswoman, even she has conceived a son in her old age, and this is the sixth month for her, the one being called barren, 37 for there is not any word which is impossible with God.”

38 Then Mary said,

“Behold the woman slave of the Lord. Let it be done to me according to your word.”

And the angel departed from her.

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Now, let’s try some [HSH commentary]

Luke 1,26 But in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent forth from God into a city of Galilee which had the name Nazareth 27 to a virgin being betrothed to a man whose name was Joseph of the city of David, and the name of the virgin was Mary. 28 And, having entered unto her, he said, “Rejoice [eventually, from χάρις, grace, charity, rejoicing because of grace], you who continue to be perfectly transformed in grace, the Lord is with you” [κεχαριτωμένη, from χάρις, grace, charity, a perfect passive participle; the perfect in this Greek unlike other languages, having the meaning that since the action began, and that in a perfect manner, the perfection of the action continues undiminished until the present. Mary's name here is "She who continues to be perfectly transformed in grace"*]. 29 But she was greatly troubled over the word, and pondered: “What would such a greeting mean?” 30 And the angel said to her, “Do not fear, Mary, for you have found grace [from χάρις, grace, charity] in the presence of God [who is χάρις, grace, charity, love]. 31 And behold! You will conceive in the womb ["IN the womb": without the sexual intervention of a man; Mary will remain a virgin], and you will give birth to a Son, and you are to call His name, Jesus [Savior]. 32 He will be great, and will be called Son of the Most High, and the Lord God will give to Him the throne of David His father, 33 and He will reign over the House of Jacob unto eternity, and of His kingdom there will be no end.” 34 But Mary said to the angel, “How will this be, since I do not sexually know any man?” 35 And answering, the angel said to her, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. And for this reason, the Child being born holy will be called Son of God. [According to the Law, no man can possibly be born holy, opening the womb in a blood filled manner. The birth will also be miraculous. Mary will remain a virgin.] 36 And behold! Elizabeth, your kinswoman, even she has conceived a son in her old age [another miracle], and this is the sixth month for her, the one being called barren, 37 for there is not any word [reminding one of the Word] which is impossible with God.” 38 Then Mary said, “Behold the woman-slave of the Lord. Let it be done to me according to your word.” And the angel departed from her. [Jesus, just one cell, embraces the entirety of His Mystical Body throughout time from the first instant of His conception, as Pius XII reminded us in his encyclical Mystici Corporis Christi. Thank you, Jesus, and thank you, Mary, for all that you have done for us back in the day. Have us so die to ourselves that we might live for the One who was conceived so as to die so as to bring us to life. Thank you.]

Saint Paul will use the aorist form of κεχαριτωμένη to describe our own, post-conception transformation in grace, that is, at baptism. We are transformed in grace at that time, but this may not be perfectly continuous as it was for Mary! According to the context, Mary was transformed in grace from the fist moment she began to prepare to be the virgin mother of God, that is, from the first instant of her conception, her Immaculate Conception. We read of this in the Hebrew text and context of Genesis 3,15, but a comment on that will have to wait for the popular version of the thesis.

[*I'm in agreement, of course, with a great friend, Father Ignace de la Potterie, S.J. (R.I.P.), on this point.]

HAIL MARY… (x10)… Perhaps you could, in your charity, offer right here, right now, a decade of the rosary for priests and bishops in the purgatory of this life and the next. They will thank you forever!

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Just to say: Mary knew that she could have been stoned to death for it being thought that she conceived a child out of wedlock with someone to whom she was not betrothed. She trusted in God in an impossible circumstance. To make matters difficult, the angel Gabriel did not have a chat with Saint Joseph about this until much later. And Mary couldn’t say anything. How could she? Was Joseph to believe such a story if the angel didn’t appear to him?

The contemplative prayer of Mary must have been so wonderful with Jesus within her womb for nine months…

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Lent: it’s all about friendship with Jesus!

Lent is not about prayer and fasting and almsgiving done apart from the friendship of our Lord, you know, to see how much we can do or to let it be seen how much we can do. Without our Lord, such wonderful things are detrimental exercises of self-congratulation.

Lent is about an increase of friendship with our Lord Jesus, Mary’s Son, also by way of prayer and fasting and almsgiving. We just gotta begin, carry out, and end any prayer, fasting and almsgiving in friendship with Jesus. Thus:

  • Jesus, you know I don’t know how to pray as I ought. I fail in the very act of presenting myself to you, for, if I am not depending on your friendship, I present myself to you as if I were doing something good apart from you. Jesus, please, don’t merely help me to pray; kill me off to myself so that I live no longer for myself, but you live within me, with the Holy Spirit uniting me to the Father through, with an in you, with ineffable groans. – And then, in finding that the grace of this prayer, provided to us by our Lord, has drawn us before Him, we can be in humble thanksgiving, and have no hesitation to praise Him, adore Him, petition Him for our needs and those of the whole world.
  • Jesus, you know what happens to me when I fast. I tend to be tempted to look at such weakness. Don’t just help me to fast, Jesus; kill me off to myself so that, living for you alone, with you living in me, I won’t look to myself, however much I know my weakness, but will rather look to you, not more intensely, as if this is something I had the capacity to turn on or off, but always more simply, being drawn by you, seeing your strength shining through my weakness. – And then, rejoicing in Jesus’ strength, will we let our weakness scream out that Jesus is the Victor, that His love is stronger than death, and we will rejoice that Jesus has our weakness work for us.
  • Jesus, you know just how selfish I can be, and that if I do give alms, how tempted I am to count the cost. Jesus, don’t just help me to give alms, but so kill me off to myself that I will live only for you, with you living in me, loving neighbor as we love ourselves, loving neighbor because you love them and you give us the love to love you loving them. — And then, perhaps quite suddenly, we will not be after any good feeling or other self-serving rubbish (which is bound to turn into donor fatigue), but will rather rejoice that we find ourselves, by the grace of our Lord Jesus, in the family of faith, of His love. And we will know the goodness and kindness of His friendship!

Unjustly imprisoned Father Gordon MacRae has a great post on Lent and Time, very well worth the read, truly… HERE.

A comment on that post is as follows:

Jeremy February 22, 2012 at 1:14 am

Note: I posted this sometime last year on These Stone Walls, but I think it is very relevant to today’s post. So I want to post my comment again and here it is.

There is a lot more to the story of Father Gordon MacRae than you know. I want to tell you about the real Gordon MacRae. I spent five years in prison with him, but we didn’t know him as Father anything. Just G. I was 19 years old when I went to prison and most people thought I was 16 or 17. Every young kid in prison is very aware of predators and prison is filled with them. A tiger can’t change his stripes and a man who is a predator on the streets can be a monster in prison.

G is far from a predator. He was the only person any of us could trust. He treated us with nothing but care and respect and challenged us to leave prison better than when we came in. In all those years I never saw, heard, or felt anything that made me believe G ever belonged in prison.

There’s something else you need to know. There was this big, tough man on our cell block who everyone feared. I was a pretty tough kid and could handle myself , but one night this guy told my roommate to be somewhere else. Then he came in my cell and demanded something despicable from me. When I refused he dragged me from my bunk and started beating me. I fought but was no match for him and he pinned me to the floor. All the upstanding convicts fled to their cells and blocked their ears.

Then the beating stopped and i realized someone else was in the room. It was G. The man stood up and demanded that G leave. G just said, “I don’t jump on your command.” Then this beast just lunged at him, but G stood there and didn’t move. When this guy saw that G wasn’t backing down he walked past G and left. G made sure I was okay. This man never came near me again. He never even looked at me again.

I am out of prison today because of G. All I learned about courage and integrity and honor I learned from G.

Jeremy

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The sanctification of time and the Roman Breviary / Liturgy of the Hours

[[Salvador Dali, who would later re-vert to the Catholic faith, seems to have had a Kevorkianesque enthrallment with the persistence of memory as time at this stage, so that the pristine waters of creation (going back into Akkadian mythology) weren't quite artifically fabricted well enough for that pristineness to reach into our enduring experience of time, which is, then, rather sterile, dreary, and aimed at continuous death. How sad. Nice colors, though. Glad he came back to the faith.]]

Just previous to this post, I wrote a bit on time HERE. And then another, in a different way: “Wheeeeee!” And then: “I hate other priests who tell me I’m on a slippery slope for not saying the Liturgy of the Hours”

For this post, there is just a note on time and the Liturgy of the Hours / Roman Breviary (the prayer of the Church).

The Prayer of the Church is hailed as an extension, in its own way, of the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. The Sacrifice of Jesus reaches within time from outside of time by virtue of His being the Creator of time at any given time, at all times, and being Incarnate! Whew! The will of Christ Jesus to save, good in one time, is good for all times. The Apocalypse has another way to put it: “Every eye shall see Him, even those who pierced Him, and all the tribes of the earth shall mourn over Him. Yes. So may it be” (Revelation 1,7). And as our Lord said, “And even when I am lifted up from the earth, I will drag all to myself” (John 12,32). Yes, dragging, right through the hell of Calvary to the heights of the Cross to be with Him. There’s a good view of time from up there. One sees the breadth and height and depth of time through love, through mercy, through, with and in Jesus, for then one gets a sense of the Mystical Body of Christ throughout time.

The Prayer of the Chruch, gaining its strength from the Mass, sanctifies the hours of the day, not so much, mind you, because of the effort to physically recite this and that hour spread throughout the day, and even the night (although that is important, for we are not without bodies in this passing world!). Most importantly, the Prayer of the Church sanctifies the hours of the day because one enters into the living prayer of the Church. One is, through this extension of the Mass, introduced always more intimately to the entire Mystical Body of Christ throughout time and, yes, even throughout the hours of our day to day lives, hour by hour, day by day.

But let’s not keep this too disassociated with our bodily existence in time, in our present weakness. When we go through the hours, are not some of the psalms rather militant, or full of the majesty of the Lord, or exuberant with His praise, or with jubilation, or repentance, or desperation, or what have you? Sometimes these can resonate with our mood on any given day, for any given hour. Sometimes decidedly not. However, it’s not about us as cut off from others, is it? Are there not, on any given day, for any given hour, those members of the Body of Christ who are in desperation, or jubilation or filled with repentance, or rejoicing in the mercy of the Lord? Yep. Instead of trying so very hard to be available for the Mystical Body of Christ in praying these hours for them, the members of that Body, why not let the Holy Spirit drag one right around the world, at any given time or place, to pray with them in this way or that. As Saint Paul says, “Rejoice with those who rejoice; weep with those who weep” (Romans 12,15). It’s a matter of agility of soul which we do not have, but which the Holy Spirit does grant to those who ask. Remember when Blessed JPII was asked how it is that the Pope prays, and that his answer was that one would have to ask the Holy Spirit how his soul was dragged, as it were, throughout the world, in intercession for these and for those members of the Body of Christ. Yep. That’s it.

The sanctification of time by way of the Prayer of the Church is all about the goodness and kindness of our Lord for all of us, regardless of space and time, or, better, especially because of the kind of space and time we are in: “For we know that all creation is groaning together and in agony together until now, but not only that, but also those having the first fruit of the Spirit, us and those in themselves who are groaning, who are eagerly awaiting adoption, the redemption of our bodies” (Romans 8,22-23). “Of our bodies…” So, time, and the sanctification of time, through the very time demanding, physical presence demanding of the Prayer of the Church, we begin to get a glimpse of the glorious goodness and kindness of Jesus, wherever we are, whatever time it is.

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New Years Resolutions and humble thanksgiving for the past year

Here’s a great rendition of the Te Deum for some humble thanksgiving for all that the Lord has either provided (if it was good) this past year, or permitted (if it was evil, but only so as to bring good out of that evil).

My confessor recommended I make some new year’s resolutions.

I hate new year’s resolutions. However, he’s my confessor, so, O.K. What else can I do? Hear’s my list:

1. Even though it’s really hard to get to confession here in the mountains, especially in dead of winter, to never leave off going to confession for more than two weeks.

2. To offer a plenary indulgence for deceased priests and bishops every single day of this new year.

3. I tend to get distracted when I’m working. For instance, if I’m out with the chain saw, and a tree falls half way, precariously hanging over the path, caught only on one twig of another tree, I tend to keep going until the tree is down all the way, even if that takes heaps of extra time. My resolution is to stop to pray if it is time to pray unless whatever it is absolutely has to be done right now, for instance, if a burning log falls out of the stove and starts burning the hermitage down!

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Titus 3,4 — Goodness and kindness have appeared

The Extraordinary Form Christmas Octave reading for Mass is from Titus, which has it that the goodness and kindness of God our Savior has appeared. So, that’s almost to say Goodness and Kindness Incarnate, isn’t it? I love that. Now, if I was really afflicted with tinkeritis, I would like to see another entry in the Litany of Loretto: Mother of Goodness and Kindness Incarnate, pray for us.

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UPDATE: Emergency Chaplet of the Immaculate Conception: Some Feedback!

From an email:

Father,

Hope you’re keeping warm and healthy and that you’ve had a good and holy Christmas.

I’d like to comment on the Emergency Chaplet to the Immaculate Conception, that you posted some time back.

I have used it several times and have come to the conclusion that – IT WORKS – just as you said !!

I have had three instances where I have prayed and each time have received the petitions that I asked (in fact, these petitions where more like minor miracles).

I owe it to you for sharing this prayer with us and glory to the Almighty God, who loves us so much that he does such wonderful things for us.

A word of warning though. The three times I refer to above, I prayed with true contrition, faith and a heavy heart (also, the petitions where for someone else).

I will admit to praying on other occasions with not quite the same vigour and partially out of superstition (as this prayer can’t fail) – and received nothing. Our Lady knows the difference.

Isn’t God good ! [Yes, Mary's Son is just so good and just so kind!]

Here’s the original post, and here’s another reminder.

UPDATE: Someone saw this post a short time after it was put up. That person prayed the chaplet for a resolution to an absolutely horrific situation that has been ongoing for some days and was absolutely impossible to resolve, causing unimaginable heartbreak and anguish and end-of-the-rope anxiety, affecting all sorts of people. Result of the emergency chaplet: Within 30 minutes all was resolved, simply, easily. Thanks, Blessed Mother!

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04 Rosary Rant – Joyful – 4 – The Presentation of Jesus

Remember that the easiest way to pray the rosary is to recognize that Jesus and Mary and Joseph are with you right here, right now, as they are in heaven, not as they were a couple thousand years ago. Sure, take a look at what they did for you and all back in the day, but, in our Lord’s grace, with a spirit of humble thanksgiving for them, right here, right now.

Remember, it’s not about your imagination that you are in their presence – which Pelagian effort of imagination is a lot of hooey – rather, your act of the will, in our Lord’s grace, to humbly thank Him and our Blessed Mother is what the prayer of the rosary is all about.

Clever meditations, whether in “rant” style or, later, please God, in a style presented in a more genteel manner (when I get all the Scripture tomes out of the boxes and on some now non-existent shelves), don’t get anyone anywhere. The only way what is presented on this blog is going to help anyone is if that someone, by the grace of our Lord, uses these words as an occasion to humbly thank the Holy Family right now for what went on back in the day.

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For this preliminary “rant meditation” on the fourth joyful mystery of the most holy rosary, let’s take Luke 2,21-40, for which a summary interlinear comment will be provided, based on my own in-your-face translation from the Greek, with an eye to the Vulgate. I’m not into the esoteric practice of translating one word for one word, as if, magically, all languages had absolutely perfect one word for one word equivalents. Such pretension cannot ever provide a great translation, unless you’re in a position to create the language, as was the case with the Greek translation of the Hebrew Scriptures, which made up a goodly number of words, but paraphrased the rest. Instead, trying to avoid coining any words, I’ll provide a translation with more in-your-face accuracy than any one word for one word translation could ever present. The perfect verbs in Greek, with all of their perfectly continuing perfection, are not easy to translate!

Luke 2,21 And when the eight days were fulfilled, to circumcise Him, His Name was then called Jesus, the Name called by the angel before His being conceived in the womb. 22 And when the days of their purification were fulfilled according to the Law of Moses, they brought Him up to Jerusalem to present Him to the Lord – 23 just as it is written in the Law of the Lord, that every male opening the womb shall be called holy to the Lord – 24 and to give a sacrifice according to that which perfectly continues to be dictated in the Law of the Lord, a pair of turtle-doves, or two young pigeons.

25 And behold! A man was in Jerusalem who had the name Simeon, and this man was righteous and holding [the Law of the Lord] well, eagerly awaiting the promised-consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit was upon him. 26 And it was perfectly continuing to be perfectly revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he might not see death unless he should see the Anointed of the Lord. 27 And he went in the Spirit into the Temple, and while the parents of the Child Jesus brought Him up that they might act according to that which was perfectly continuing to be the perfect custom of the Law concerning Him. 28 And he received Him into his arms and praised God, and said, 29 “Now you set free your slave, O Master, according to your word, in peace, 30 for my eyes have seen your salvation, 31 which you have prepared before the face of all the peoples, 32 a Light for revelation for the nations, and the glory of your people, Israel.” 33 And His father and mother were being struck with awe over the things being spoken about Him. 34 And Simeon spoke well of them, and said to Mary, His mother, “Behold! This One is laid down for the fall and resurrection of many in Israel and as a sign being spoken against, 35 and a sword shall pierce through your very soul, so that the thoughts of many hearts may be revealed.”

36And there was a prophetess, Anna, daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She had advanced through many days, having lived with her man seven years after her virginity; 37and she was a widow until eighty-four. She never left the temple, worshiping with fastings and prayers night and day. 38And she, being present in that very hour, gave thanks to God and spoke about Him to all eagerly awaiting the redemption of Jerusalem. 39 And when they fulfilled all things according to the Law of the Lord, they turned back to Galilee, to their city of Nazareth. 40 And the infant grew and became strong, being filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was upon Him.

Now, let’s go through that again, this time with some interlinear commentary:

Luke 2,21 And when the eight days were fulfilled to circumcise Him [A punishment for Abraham and his progeny. Jesus took on the punishment just as He would take on all the just punishment of our sin, though remaining innocent Himself. Abraham was punished for not believing the Lord for some 25 years, but he finally did believe. The Lord promised Abraham that the old man would have his own child with his own wife. He just couldn’t wrap his mind around that. His educative punishment was for his progeny to go into exile into Egypt, becoming slaves of the Egyptians. The co-punishment was to be circumcised, himself and all his offspring. This was a kind of sign that it is necessary to be open to life. Rather graphic, but very fitting. The grace to live this openness to life was provided by Jesus, who brings us to eternal life. The need for the sign of the old circumcision was no longer needed, It was redundant, even an insult to the life the Lord provides us. Our Lord took on the punishment so as to have the right in all justice to have mercy on us.], His Name was then called Jesus [which means “Savior”. Hosanna is Hebrew for begging the Lord to save us. It’s the same root word for Savior.] , the Name called by the angel before His being conceived in the womb. [Now there’s something, naming a baby before it is conceived... This is God coming among us.] 22 And when the days of their purification were fulfilled according to the Law of Moses, they brought Him up to Jerusalem to present Him to the Lord – 23 just as it is written in the Law of the Lord, that every male opening the womb shall be called holy to the Lord [Even though, as the angel pointed out to Mary, Jesus would be born holy in the act of being born. This speaks to a miraculous birth, with no blood involved, for the blood would make both child and mother “unclean”. Jesus went through the womb of Mary in a way analogous to the way He went right through the doors of the upper room in which the Apostles had locked themselves out of fear of persecution.] – 24 and to give a sacrifice according to that which perfectly continues to be dictated in the Law of the Lord, a pair of turtle-doves, or two young pigeons. [Again, going through the various educative punishments, if you will, so as to have the right to be rid of these for us.]

25 And behold! A man was in Jerusalem who had the name Simeon, and this man was righteous and holding [the Law of the Lord] well, eagerly awaiting the promised-consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit was upon him. 26 And it was perfectly continuing to be perfectly revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he might not see death unless he should see the Anointed of the Lord. 27 And he went in the Spirit into the Temple, and while the parents of the Child Jesus brought Him up that they might act according to that which was perfectly continuing to be the perfect custom of the Law concerning Him. [That’s almost as if to say, and it is, that the Law was there for Him, that thereby He might have the opportunity to heap upon Himself all our disobedience.] 28 And he received Him into his arms and praised God, and said, 29 “Now you set free your slave, O Master, according to your word, in peace, 30 for my eyes have seen your salvation, 31 which you have prepared before the face of all the peoples, 32 a Light for revelation for the nations, and the glory of your people, Israel.” [Christ Jesus is for everyone without exception.] 33 And His father and mother were being struck with awe over the things being spoken about Him. 34 And Simeon spoke well of them, and said to Mary, His mother, “Behold! This One is laid down [by our Heavenly Father, in the Most Tender of Mercies...] for the fall and resurrection of many in Israel [not only resurrection, but fall... God is ultimate realist. We have free choice. We can still choose hell for eternity if we want. Many do, sadly. Not good. But there we are. Despairing? Don’t. Just turn to the Lord. He came to save sinners. That would be us, right? So, rejoice, in all repentance, but do rejoice.] and as a sign being spoken against [by the selfish, egotistic crowd] , 35 and a sword shall pierce through your very soul, so that the thoughts of many hearts may be revealed.” [Once a mother, always a mother. Mary would see the literal hell her Son would be put through, and her heart would be with His. His Heart was pierced through. Spiritually, how could her heart not be pierced through? It took someone with the strength of an Immaculate Conception to stand there, under the cross, and intercede for us, seeing perfectly, as she did, our need for the redemption our Lord had the right to give us, taking on as He did, the worst we could give out, which is what we deserve. How would this bring about the revelation of the thoughts of many hearts? People wanting to go to hell for eternity (the only way to go), find security only in themselves. To do that, they hide their inmost thoughts, coveting themselves, as if that could give them security, not knowing their extreme vulnerability in being far from the only God of Life. Those on their way to heaven reveal their inmost thoughts, in confession [!] and in humble thanksgiving to the Son of Mary. That revelation of the thoughts of our hearts took Mary’s heart being sundered in two with Her Son’s Heart.]

36 And there was a prophetess, Anna, daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She had advanced through many days, having lived with her man seven years after her virginity; 37 and she was a widow until eighty-four. She never left the temple, worshiping with fastings and prayers night and day. 38 And she, being present in that very hour, gave thanks to God and spoke about Him to all eagerly awaiting the redemption of Jerusalem. ["Jerusalem"... She's from one of the lost tribes of the North, from the region of Tyre and Sidon, enemies to the South, but she's praying for the heart of all Israel, to be found in Jerusalem. Very awesome, that.] 39 And when they fulfilled all things according to the Law of the Lord, they turned back to Galilee, to their city of Nazareth. 40 And the infant grew and became strong, being filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was upon Him.

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03 Rosary Rant – Joyful – 3 – Birth of Jesus!

[Pictured is the altar over the place where Christ Jesus was born.]

Remember that the easiest way to pray the rosary is to recognize that Jesus and Mary and Joseph are with you right here, right now, as they are in heaven, not as they were a couple thousand years ago. Sure, take a look at what they did for you and all back in the day, but, in our Lord’s grace, with a spirit of humble thanksgiving for them, right here, right now.

Remember, it’s not about your imagination that you are in their presence – which Pelagian effort of imagination is a lot of hooey – rather, your act of the will, in our Lord’s grace, to humbly thank Him and our Blessed Mother is what the prayer of the rosary is all about.

Clever meditations, whether in “rant” style or, later, please God, in a style presented in a more genteel manner (when I get all the Scripture tomes out of the boxes and on some now non-existent shelves), don’t get anyone anywhere. The only way what is presented on this blog is going to help anyone is if that someone, by the grace of our Lord, uses these words as an occasion to humbly thank the Holy Family right now for what went on back in the day.

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For this preliminary “rant meditation” on the third joyful mystery of the most holy rosary, let’s take Luke 2,1-20, for which a summary interlinear comment will be provided, based on my own in-your-face translation from the Greek, with an eye to the Vulgate. I’m not into the esoteric practice of translating one word for one word, as if, magically, all languages had absolutely perfect one word for one word equivalents. Such pretension cannot ever provide a great translation, unless you’re in a position to create the language, as was the case with the Greek translation of the Hebrew Scriptures, which made up a goodly number of words, but paraphrased the rest. Instead, trying to avoid coining any words, I’ll provide a translation with more in-your-face accuracy than any one word for one word translation could ever present. Note that the “perfect” verbs, with their continuing perfection, are not easy to translate! …

Luke 2,1 It came about in those days that a decree from Caesar Augustus went out for the entire inhabited world to be enrolled. 2 This became the first enrollment, when Cyrenius was governing Syria. 3 And all went to be enrolled, each to his own city. 4 And Joseph also went up from Galilee, from the city of Nazareth, to Judea, to the city of David, which is called Bethlehem, because of his being of the house and family of David, 5 to be enrolled with Mary, the one perfectly continuing to be perfectly betrothed as a wife to him, she being expectant with child. 6 And it came about in their being there that the days of her to give birth were fulfilled. 7 And she gave birth to her firstborn Son, and she wrapped Him in cloths and laid Him down in a manger, for there was no place for them in the guestroom. 8 And shepherds were living outdoors in the same countryside, and keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And an angel of the Lord stood way up over them and the glory of the Lord shown round about them and they were frightened with great fear. 10 And the angel said to them, “Do not fear! For, behold! I bring you good news, a great joy which is for all the people, 11 that today, in the city of David, was given birth for you a Savior, who is Christ, the Lord. 12 And this is a sign for you: you will find a newborn child, who is perfectly continuing to be perfectly wrapped in cloths, and who is lying down in a manger.” 13 And suddenly it came about that with the angel there was a multitude of a heavenly army, praising God and saying, 14 “Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace among men of good will.” 15 And it came about that when the angels departed from them into heaven, the shepherds spoke to one another, “Let us right now move along as far as Bethlehem and let us see this word, which perfectly continues to be perfectly established, which the Lord has made known to us.” 16 And they went, hurrying and looking for the word, including Mary and Joseph and the Child lying in the manger. 17 And beholding, they made known the word having been spoken to them about this Child. 18 And all those listening were awestruck about the things being spoken to them by the shepherds. 19 And Mary closely treasured all these words, throwing them about in her heart. 20 And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things which they heard and beheld, just as it was spoken to them.

O.K. Let’s try some interlinear commentary:

Luke 2,1 It came about in those days that a decree from Caesar Augustus went out for the entire inhabited world [of the empire] to be enrolled. 2 This became the first enrollment, when Cyrenius was governing Syria. [who would enforce the enrollment in a way that only Romans could] 3 And all went to be enrolled, each to his own city. 4 And Joseph also went up from Galilee, from the city of Nazareth, to Judea, to the city of David, which is called Bethlehem, because of his being of the house and family of David, 5 to be enrolled with Mary, the one perfectly continuing to be perfectly betrothed as a wife to him, she being expectant with child. [It was only three months previously that Mary had been within a handful of miles of Bethlehem, assisting her cousin Elizabeth. This time, there was no haste. Imagine, she was fully nine months pregnant, ready to give birth at any moment. Joseph must have frantic for the whole trip.] 6 And it came about in their being there that the days of her to give birth were fulfilled. 7 And she gave birth to her firstborn Son [This doesn’t imply other sons. “Firstborn” is a technical term, which involves sacrifice.], and she wrapped Him in cloths and laid Him down in a manger, for there was no place for them in the guestroom [perhaps a dormitory-hostel set up for the purpose]. 8 And shepherds were living outdoors in the same countryside, and keeping watch over their flock by night. [Whatever some others have said about these being elite shepherds, these guys would not have had it easy: living outdoors in that roughest of countrysides and staying up at night and being tied to the sheep... Yikes!] 9 And an angel of the Lord stood way up over them and the glory of the Lord shown round about them and they were frightened with great fear. [I bet they were. The Fatima children spoke of the angel’s visits to them as carrying a certain weight, the weight of the glory of God...] 10 And the angel said to them, “Do not fear! For, behold! I bring you good news, a great joy which is for all the people, 11 that today, in the city of David, was given birth for you a Savior, who is Christ, [the Messiah, the Anointed One] the Lord [Kurios, Lord, often used in the New Testament for Yahweh = He who causes to be]. 12 And this is a sign for you: you will find a newborn child, who is perfectly continuing to be perfectly wrapped in cloths, and who is lying down in a manger.” [Not much of a sign, it would seem, which instructs us that the sheer ordinariness is what is being emphasized, but an ordinariness with a difference: They would know Him, perceive Him as the Christ, the Lord.] 13 And suddenly it came about that with the angel there was a multitude of a heavenly army, praising God and saying, 14 “Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace among men of good will.” 15 And it came about that when the angels departed from them into heaven, the shepherds spoke to one another, “Let us right now move along as far as Bethlehem and let us see this word, which perfectly continues to be perfectly established, which the Lord has made known to us.” 16 And they went, hurrying and looking for the word, including Mary and Joseph and the Child lying in the manger. 17 And beholding, they made known the word having been spoken to them about this Child. [You get the idea that, while they spoke to those other than the Babe, they couldn’t take their eyes off this newborn Christ, the Lord: “beholding, they made known...” They were awestruck.] 18 And all those listening were awestruck about the things being spoken to them by the shepherds. 19 And Mary closely treasured all these words, throwing them about in her heart. [Words are not treasured until thrown about in our hearts, are they?] 20 And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things which they heard and beheld, just as it was spoken to them. [Their words carried were an occasion of grace for the listeners, the Lord supplying the grace. They were the forerunners of the forerunner, John the Baptist. They were already saying: Ecce, Agnus Dei! Behold, the Lamb of God. While many have spoken of the manger being a symbol that Christ Jesus was destined to be the sustenance of others, which He would become at the Last Supper, and upon the Cross, the Tree of the Living Ones, from which we are provided the Bread of Life, I would like to emphasize the silence of the angels to Mary and Joseph, going only to shepherds, and having them bring the word into listening range of the manger. From the very beginning, our Lord wants to work through us for each other. Remember how, later, after the resurrection, He severely reprimanded those who did not believe the report of the women that He had risen from the dead? Our Lord is so patient to work with us for each other like this, just so good and just so kind.]

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Progress in the spiritual life and not judging self or others: NO GOALS. You can’t get there from here. He draws us from there.

Judging where you are in the spiritual life is utter arrogance. Everyone does this in beginning the spiritual life. But, just get over it. The Lord is our spiritual director and we cannot begin to know where He is leading us in all friendship. If we did, it wouldn’t be worth going there, would it? We would already be where we are right now. Not good. Forget about having goals in the spiritual life. You can’t get there from here. He draws us from there.

But, if you’re content with being stuck in reverse, looking to Christ crucified with your self-congratulatory imagination — so that He has no wounds at all, since you have no sin[!], holding Him to be a liar — then, go ahead, make all the goals you want.

But if you want to look upon Him whom we have pierced, and do so with all reality, in solidarity with Him, knowing that He has died for us while we were yet sinners so that we could look to Him in all friendship, then let Him draw you to Himself. Sit there, helping Mary hold Him:

If you’ve noted that you’ve ever sinned, and you label yourself as impossible in regard to holiness, you are then refusing to see how our Lord is drawing you to Himself. Just be a simple child before Him. Let yourself be drawn. He is just so good and kind.

If you’ve pegged someone as never able to advance in the spiritual life because you’ve noted how that person has at least objectively sinned in this way or that, know that you’ve already judged yourself as unworthy to be drawn by our Lord to Himself. He can forgive. Can you? In his grace? Yes, even if your feelings don’t like forgiving this one or that one. Just look to our Lord, who is so good and so kind.

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The Two Dark Nights of the Senses

1. The evil dark night of the senses

You have just now died, and just that immediately realize that everything in which you had once invested yourself to give yourself the illusion of materialistically obtained “secure feelings” is now utterly totally and eternally gone from what you now understand like never before to be your ever so uselessly selfish, greedy grasp… your jaw having almost dropped right off your face. You know that the things of this world should have been used for God’s service: your body to be a temple of the Holy Spirit, the things of the world for charity. But, oh no, you were just so ____ stuck on yourself. And in that outside darkness you begin to make out increasingly loud wailing and grinding of teeth, and then, with a start, realize that you are wailing and grinding your teeth in utter and eternal despair, locked out of heaven, there, across the uncrossable abyss.

2. The holy dark night of the senses

So being drawn to look to our Lord while carrying the cross of our weaknesses, manifesting His charity to others because of looking to Him instead of yourself, you learn to rejoice in that utterly being cut off from this passing world so as to find your security totally and eternally in God, where you know there will be a new heavens and a new earth.

The holy dark night of the senses is wrapped up in the dark night of the faith, which replaces our self-love with God-given love of others in the Mystical Body of Christ. But more on that another day.

In all things, look to our heavenly Father with utter simlicity, through, with and in Christ Jesus, Mary’s Son.

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Bad things that happen to good people

Bad things that happen to good people are never a punishment, but rather an invitation of our Lord to be on the Cross with Him. This is a great privilege, even if at the time it seems pretty horrific.

The worst crosses are not sickness and death or lack of this or that, even unto death. Rather, the worst crosses are our own weaknesses. But worst means best in this case. Here’s where we really have to stop trusting in ourselves and trust in our Lord, simply, like children, no matter what. I know that when I do not do that, when I trust more in myself, everything goes wrong.

We are not to think that weaknesses will disappear, but rather that, with spiritual progress, we will see these weaknesses more clearly in the light of the wounds of our Lord, so that we can thank Him appropriately. After all, now we know more clearly why He was born to die to bring us to life, right?

Those who think of even constant tempations to distractions in prayer — a real distraction — etc., as a failure, are wrongly rejecting how our Lord has formed the saints in the midst of weakness, the cross, so that they can truly follow Him.

Our Lord is our Spiritual director, and won’t be second guessed. He will repeat: Take up your cross, your weakness, and follow me, with the emphasis on Him, so that we know the cross is there but don’t look to it, only to Him, with the clarity of utter reality.

This and only this provides agility of soul. In the midst of distraction, we look to our Lord. Imagine the distractions on Calvary for our Lady. I suppose she was spit on, perhaps knocked out of the way. But she looked to our Lord, no?

The trick is not attacking the distractions, but looking to our Lord even if there are distractions which are even ongoing. This is a great training ground for simplicity in prayer. Prayer is never a matter of our sheer determination. It is a matter of going along with His grace as He draws us to Himself right through all our distractions, right through the hell of Calvary, to Himself, so that we can see the glory of God shining through the bleeding shreds of flesh that we find there. There is no greater love…

Sometimes we trust more in ourselves in a crunch, like I do when, in all probability, because of whatever circumstances, I’m about to die any moment (circumstances which I’ve been in for a variety of causes, perhaps three dozen times by now). But that’s a good wake up call. “Wake up and die right,” as the neighbor says. Our Lord is very patient, good and kind. He’s our Spiritual Director in all these circumstances that He either permits or provides.

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6 – On the vesting prayers for priests in preparation for Holy Mass

AD STOLAM

Redde mihi, Domine, stolam immortalitatis, quam perdidi in prævaricatione primi parentis: et, quamvis indignus accedo ad tuum sacrum mysterium, merear tamen gaudium sempiternum.

Restore to me, O Lord, the robe of immortality, which was lost in the transgression of our first parents, and, inasmuch as I approach your Sacred Mysteries in an unworthy manner, nevertheless, may I be made deserving of eternal blessedness.

We read about this stole in Luke 15,22:

Ταχὺ ἐξενέγκατε στολὴν τὴν πρώτην καὶ ἐνδύσατε αὐτόν.
Cito proferte stolam primam, et induite illum.
Quickly, bring out the first robe and clothe him.

This verse was first of all my the topic for my paper for the final exam for Augustinian Father Prosper Grech, who was teaching a course back in the day on the historical critical method when I was enrolled for the licentiate at the Pontifical Bibilical Insitute. He gave me full marks for that, and I turned that into the thesis for the licentiate under Father Stock, the Rector of the time and then the Secretary for the Pontifical Biblical Commission.

In short: When our Lord spoke these words, the phrase “first robe” was understood by all hearers, with some three hundred years of rabbinic tradition behind this already, as the first robe of Adam before the fall. Adam, you see, was not “naked” in the spiritual sense, but was clothed with the grace of God.

The extremist HCM commentators proclaimed their embarrassment with the Fathers of the Church for saying as much. But they were closer to the time, were they not, historically? They knew the tradition behind the phrase. We “moderns” have to grow up a bit by paying attention to the history of the past, the tradition from which we can learn to be in awe of our Lord and His goodness and kindness.

The syntax of this vesting prayer is such that it is to be understood that it is the Lord alone who makes one worthy of eternal blessedness by restoring to us the first innocence, that robe of immortality, with which Adam had been clothed until his original sin provoked by the woman and Satan.

Note that despite this clothing with innocence in sanctifying grace, the priest nevertheless approaches precisely the Sacred Mysteries in an unworthy manner. Why? After original sin, we perceive with an intellect which has been weakened, to that we are knowing good with evil, knowing in an insufficient manner. The tree is NOT the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, BUT RATHER the tree of knowing good with evil. In other words, one of the consequences of original sin is such a weakened intellect. That consequence brings death, as our intellect no longer has the power to be an agent keeping matter to spirit, that bit about immortality in this prayer. We are like the animals, dropping to the ground from the moment of this sin for Adam, and from the moment of our conception for us. How can we approach the Sacred Mysteries in an adequate manner? We cannot. However, the grace provided by our Lord will have us see God face to Face in heaven, where all weakness will be removed.

This prayer proclaimes that we have absolutely no idea what we are doing, that we would be crushed to death by the weight of the glory of the Lord’s crucified and risen love for us should we be able to see it while yet in this world.

This prayer proclaimes the patience of the Lord with us! How much He loves us to put up with the likes of us. He is so happy to do it. Enthusiastically. He is just so good and so kind. What a great way to prepare for Holy Mass! A prayer about the Sacred Mysteries!

By the way: The picture above is not the German Bishops’ “erotica”, nor is it “porn.” JPII has a great teaching on this in his Wednesday audiences. Such images raise the mind to the glory of the Lord’s love in having created us for His Son. Erotica and porn, instead, simply turns a person in on him or herself.

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Day 07 – HSH November Daily Plenary Indulgence Project for Deceased Bishops and Priests

Join today. Every day of November at Holy Souls Hermitage, the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass is offered for the repose of the souls of all deceased priests and bishops.

Today’s Plenary Indulgence, for me, involves 30 minutes of Scripture reading.

This time, back to the Gospel of Luke in Greek! Very wonderful. Makes me want to do my own translation!

Father Z has a good article on indulgences.

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Vocations Prayer

By the way, the little diocese has 42 seminarians. Be Catholic, get vocations!

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I got my vocation going to Confession

This is from the back cover of the K. of C. Columbia magazine. Scott is from the Archdiocese of Denver. Part of the caption to the picture reads like this:

There I was, a 19 year old kneeling in church before the Blessed Sacrament while on pilgrimjage with my parish to World Youth Day 2005 in Cologne, Germany. I had just gone to confession, and during my prayer, I was struck with a sudden realization: “I think I want to be a priest!”

I bet the future Father Scott Bailey is going to be an awesome confessor, manifesting the goodness and kindness of Jesus.

When’s the last time you went to confession? You never know what might happen there. The Lord really is just so good and just so kind!

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From a reader…

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Beasts of Holy Souls Hermitage: Preying/Praying Mantis

This fellow was seen after going to Confession. Praying/Preying Mantises are super gentle and slow moving and a joy to have around. I put him in a jar and transported him to Holy Souls Hermitage. I guess you can sell them as pets, so wonderful are they, but I let him go on the hermitage. It would be great to have many more around. And there’s plenty for them to eat here. They can get angry, however, and bite, I’m told. Don’t make them upset! Green eyes in sunlight. Black in the evening.

Back at the hermitage:

“O.K. Fine. We’re here. Now put me down this very instant!”

“Put me down before I take out your eye!”

“Now!”

“Great! I’m down. Now, let me just walk over here to survey the territory from this corner of the hermitage…”

“Hmmm… Looks like lots of food here!”

“O.K.! Put out your hand and shake! Looks like a great place!”

Now, if a preying mantis can be a praying mantis, how about us! Our Father…

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Eucharistic Congress of the Diocese of Charlotte, NC USA

There will be many tremendous speakers at the Eucharist Congress, such as Cardinal Arinze, who has often distinguished himself as a stalwart defender of humble reverence before our Eucharistic Lord.

Another speaker will be Bishop Burbidge of the neighboring Diocese of Raleigh. He’s a past Rector of Saint Charles Borromeo Seminary of the Archdiocese of Philadelphia.

Another speaker will be seminarian Philip Gerard Johnson. I’m sure you know all about our Lord’s goodness and kindness to him by way of his blog: In caritate non ficta. Philip is on fire for our Lord and will have much to say about the priesthood.

You can read more about the incredibly successful Eucharist Congress HERE.

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New Series of Rosary Meditations for Priests

I would like, please God, to put out some meditations on the Mysteries of the Rosary especially apt for the perspective that priests have before God and men. There are twenty-three I would like to write about, the usual fifteen, plus the five added by Blessed John Paul II (particularly apt for priests, by the way).

Added to these, I would like to comment on another two changed over by Blessed John II in the joyful mysteries, turning them into the mysteries of the infancy of Jesus, very appropriate for our day (replacing the presentation with the killing of the Holy Innocents by Herod in an attempt to kill Jesus, and replacing the finding in the temple with the flight into Egypt). You have to remember that John Paul suffered a political regime of brutal violence in his childhood, as have so many millions of others in the world today.

Added to these, I’d like to add one on the Immaculate Conception, which is a “sixth decade” for many religious Orders and Congregations, which often have six decade rosaries hanging from the sides of their habits.

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Emergency Chaplet of the Immaculate Conception (A Holy Souls Hermitage Special)

I took the above picture when I was a chaplain at the Sanctuaries of Our Lady of Lourdes in France.

Almost twenty years ago, when I was but a fledgling priest, I was brought into a most horrendous pastoral situation, a true nightmare, in which someone was on the verge of dying, and wanted to return to the Church and receive the last sacraments, and couldn’t get them because of the truly hellish belligerence of others. On my way to meet him, about a half-hour drive, I must say it was like my guardian angel was encouraging me to take out my rosary and to pray for the success of this encounter, which, humanly speaking, could not possibly take place because of that hellish belligerence of others in the house.

I was a bit too anxious to pray the rosary, and felt I had to place my petition even more directly in front of the Immaculate Virgin. What felt like the insistance of my guardian angel to pray to the Immaculate Virgin was overpowering: the weight of the glory of God. I still remember this clearly to this day. I had learned how powerful was her intercession during exorcisms, and now felt drawn to seek her protection right here, right now! This was an emergency!

What came out of my mouth was what I’ve called since then the Emergency Chaplet of the Immaculate Conception. It’s really very easy, just what one needs in an emergency. On the large beads of the Rosary, recite your act of contrition. On the small decade beads, say, “Oh Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee.” That’s it! I love this chaplet, just love it.

The Immaculate Conception came through, by the way. I think that that was one very, very happy soul, for he had a very, very holy death. It was truly awesome to behold. I was able, I’m sure thanks to my guardian angel working way overtime in keeping people busy in this way and that, to escape the situation unscathed. I was filled with consolation and a spirit of thanksgiving all the way home. Needless to say, I’ve used this chaplet countless, countless times. Try it out!

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