Daily Archives: 2012/05/17

If I were Father Gordon J MacRae, I would have long been dead. Why he’s not dead, only the Lord knows.

I was talking to the lady at the post office the other day about where my letters — so many of them — were going, that is, to the New Hampshire State Prison for Men in Concord. Turns out that she has a relative in prison. She mentioned that his getting medical help is almost impossible.

I asked Father MacRae (About) about his own experiences in this regard, and he confirmed that report, saying that he only received a certain medicine for his epilepsy on an extremely irregular basis. For this reason, he told me that he stopped taking the medicine altogether. Why? Read this:

Does missing medications cause seizures? Yes, it can. Missing doses of seizure medicine is almost certainly the most common cause of so-called breakthrough seizures in people whose seizures are usually well controlled. It also can lead to prolonged seizures called status epilepticus, usually if medication is abruptly stopped altogether. Status epilepticus is life-threatening and requires emergency medical treatment.

Get that? Life threatening… “Emergency medical treatment…” in prison?

Father also has an ear infection. The doctor prescribed medicine. It’s now going on — what? — four weeks, and he still doesn’t have the medicine. Think about that for a moment. If you’ve ever had an ear infection, you know what this can mean. If you don’t know, google it. I dare you.

If I were to be in Father MacRae’s place, I would long have been dead. It would only take a few days of medication mismanagement and I’d be dead. Just like that. Prison for any reason would be a death sentence. And not only because of that. I’m deadly allergic to pepper spray. The kind used in prisons — even if used somewhere in the same cell-block — would take about 8 minutes to kill me off. Great! Also, if I was ever said to be “uncooperative”, straped into one of those new-fangled chain chairs in which prisoners keep dying of asphixiation, I think it would take very little time for me to die because of physiological difficulties I have with my throat. So, death in three different ways. Hey! Maybe all three at the same time!

Some of those reading this blog are laity and don’t understand what the big deal about falsely accused priests is all about. I mean, who cares that priests can be falsely accused by anyone at any time for any reason or none at all? A recent comment on Father Z’s blog from “Cincinnati Priest” says it all:

Since many of the lay faithful don’t pay much attention to this issue (understandably, it doesn’t affect many of them directly), I like to put this in perspective by making an analogy, and show why this is such a grave injustice:

Imagine that those of you who are parents could be accused (anonymously, without the right to face your accuser) of abusive parenting, Further imagine that the only standard your anonymous accuser needed was that the accusation was “credible” (not patently false on its face). Further imagine that, while this was being investigated, your children were taken away from you for an indefinite period of time that could drag on for years and years, at the whim of authorities who didn’t even know you. Further imagine that your name was in the newspapers for months on end as an (accused) abusive parent, planting the idea in everyone’s head that in fact you *are* an abusive parent. Further imagine that, if the accusation proved false, you had essentially no recourse against the false accuser (whose name you still would not know) and that, every one of your friends and neighbors knew that you had been accused of abusive parenting, and that you were expected to return to family life as if nothing had happened.

Not a perfect analogy, but you get the idea. Obviously, there would be great public outrage if the courts did this to *any* parent, let alone made it a systemic part of their process.

Get it  now? I, for one, am waiting for the chancery officials of the Manchester diocese to check in on Father MacRae, you know, to check how he is, if he needs anything, if his health is O.K., things like that. Anyone…???

I would ask those who insist that all accused priests must necessarily be guilty regardless of the facts of any case be cognisant of conditions in prison besides those mentioned above. It’s getting on to summertime now. While you use your air-conditioners, remember the sweltering heat in overcrowded prisons with almost no ventilation. When you use the toilet, remember that an entire cell block, two floors, with bunk-beds also filling any free space in corridors and open spaces… all the inhabitants use only one toilet, which is constantly being used, non-stop… Are you so sure that facts of cases are totally, totally irrelevant? The Lord notices  e v e r y t h i n g .

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20 Rosary Rant – Glorious Mysteries – 2 – The Ascension of Jesus into Heaven

Please God, more Scriptural and Patristic sources will be added to the present “rant style” meditations when circumstances at Holy Souls Hermitage aren’t quite so utterly barbaric.

The purpose of this first run through these mysteries is to note especially the goodness and kindness of Jesus amidst the violence and chaos back in the day… and today. Hang on, it might be a bit of a rough ride, as rough and tumble as we focus on, in this post, the Ascension of Jesus:

Acts 1,8 But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you, and you will be my witnesses [(martyrs) μάρτυρες] in Jerusalem, throughout Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.” 9 When He had said this, as they were looking on, He was lifted up, and a cloud took Him from their sight. 10 While they were continuously staring intently at the sky as He was going, suddenly two men dressed in white garments stood beside them. 11 They said, “Men of Galilee, why are establishing yourselves there continuously staring intently at the sky? This Jesus [this Savior] who has been taken up from you into heaven will return in the same way as you have seen Him going into heaven.” (nab)

Angels are great. They know how to go right to the heart of the difficulty and set us on the right path. They’ve been watching and protecting and guiding us for a very long time. There’s nothing new for them, ever. They see the face of God right now and want us to know something of this as well.

However, they know that for us, unlike them, that doesn’t mean looking to our Lord directly, for they can see Him, but, right now, we can’t. The angels want that we see God the way we ourselves are meant to ”see” Him while we are yet in this world. And that does not at all involve establishing ourselves solidly in one place so that we can gape into the heavens into which Jesus ascended.

The angels know full well that we are stunned by statements of Jesus that we are to be His witnesses, His martyrs, to the ends of the earth. We’re frozen in fear until…. until… the power of the Holy Spirit comes upon us. Then, no more political correctness, no more sycophantic idiocy before the god mammon, no more holding our lives to be too precious to lay down for our friends.

Remember that, at the consecrations at Holy Mass, the word group of ”martyr” is about testifying to memory by making the subject of testimony present: “Hoc facite in meam commemorationem.” That’s not just a nice memory, but the priestly acting in the very Person of Christ. The subject of one’s testifying, of one’s witness, is brought to be present here and now.

And that’s what the martyrs do, don’t they? When they lay down their lives for their friends — and there is no greater love than that — that love is not theirs, but Christ’s. It is He who lays down His life with us. He has us share in His death and resurrection.

The angels have great reprimands for us, always, if we listen to them. I, for one, am not always the best listener. But sometimes I do listen. What I hear is akin to what they say to the apostles and disciples who are clueless as to how they are to get themselves out of their catatonic state, out of thier immobilizing fear. The angels cut through our pretended piety of staring into the heavens with a bit of sarcasm: He will come back in the same way, so, like, just get over it, would you just? Hah!

The angels know that we are to serve Christ Jesus in each other: “What you have done to the least of these, you have done to ME!” And with Christ ascending into heaven, we can no longer watch Him, as it were, do all the work for us. He wants us to put His love into action in our lives. No staring into the heavens! Find Him, His love for us wretched sinners, in each other by being an occasion for that love of His to flourish in each other, encourging each other to participate in the sacraments, encouraging each other to rejoice in the grace of Christ Jesus among us. He remains with us to the end of the age. Jesus, just so good, just so kind. Come Holy Spirit!

Not convinced? How about this? …

John 14:1 “Let not your hearts be troubled; believe in God, believe also in me. 2 In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? 3 And when I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. 4 And you know the way where I am going.” 5 Thomas said to him, “Lord, we do not know where you are going; how can we know the way?” 6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but by me. 7 If you had known me, you would have known my Father also; henceforth you know him and have seen him.” (rsv)

Not long after being ordained I gave a homily at the Fathers of Mercy Generalate in Kentucky about this Gospel. I prefaced my remarks by saying that no matter how great a time Jesus had with His foster father Joseph in carpentry, the construction Jesus would be doing in heaven for us would not be the kind wrought with nails and hammers and wood, but rather….

One of the other priests actually cat-called, “Why not? There’s nothing wrong with carpentry!”

Fine. I went on to speak about the Mystical Body of Christ, and how Jesus prepares a place for us in heaven by having a place for Most Holy Trinity prepared in our hearts and souls right now. Jesus loves us just that much.

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